Especially You

by: CBTL Panda

If I gave you the `look`
   It means I'm watching you
If I gave you a hug
   It means I'm here for you
If I gave you a smile
   It means thanks for making my day
If I hold your hand
   It means I won't let you go
If I lean on your shoulder
   It means thanks for the time
If I say `I Love you`
   I really mean it "I love you"

The Unfinished Story (Chronological Order of the Series)

Hi there guys!
it's me KeoHime. :)


A lot where asking me this question about the chronological order of the Novel:

"The Unfinished Story". Below are some of the links with their title and order.

Genesis: 
*1st Movement -  Letter To My Love I 
*2nd Movement - Letter To My Love Part II 
*3rd Movement -  A Diary to The End


The 3 movements:
Chapter 1:  In The Beginning ~ of My Beginning
Chapter 1: (a continuation) The Unfinished Story: Chapter 1 Continuation - In The Beginning ~ of My Beginning
Chapter 2:  The Unfinished Story: Chapter 2 -- I belong to you

Thank you so much for the great and awesome support!!! =D I appreciate it so much!
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!! :D

I will be updating and posting more!

:D please keep in touch!

Take care!!

The Unfinished Story: Chapter 2 -- I belong to you

August 9, 2008

You know the feeling of when you fall in love, or starting to fall in love with the person next to you? The feeling of even if just seeing that person makes you happy?

The feeling of the excitement of seeing that person… *blush* … the feeling of being with him, seeing him, just being beside him… and the excitement and looking forward to see that person again… and again…

Even if I wait for so long just to you… I would do it… as long as I believe what you told me that you will come for me. And you’ll be back… you’ll come see me…

Today is the day of our date… Today, I will see you again…

Today, I’m standing in front of this tall building waiting for you…

Because you told me that you wanted to see me and I also wanted to see you.

I think I’m fallin’ in love…

I can’t stop thinking about you; I think I’m going crazy.

But this feeling of mine is nice to keep, as long as you are the reason of it.

And… then, I saw you… right before my eyes… I can’t believe it, finally, it’s you!

I’m so happy…

Finally we meet again…

Finally!

And I get close to you, as you say “sorry I’m late”, as my heart keeps on pounding and shaking I said, “It’s okay, as long as you’re here now, It will be okay”.

-Cleo

The Unfinished Story: Chapter 1 Continuation - In The Beginning ~ of My Beginning

Continuation of Chapter 1.

Jeron: I never knew, this is how she felt when we first met down the beach… I must be really a trouble to her…

January 7, 2008

Dear God,

 O_O today is my first day of class… I can’t believe it… :( vacation is finally over… and today is so hot, is it really the month of January. God? T__T sometimes I feel studying medicine is useless. Well, this is my third year in the Faculty of Medicine in Dermatology... =))

Oh Lord, I’m bored. I want more vacation! :)) wahahahaha!

Oh well, I will do what I have to do… and graduate on time… and helloooooo board exam… X_X im scared…

Preliminary exam is on next week, better STUDY HARD!!!

I’ll be writing again… I need to study hard.. :( 

I’m crying now God.

Please give me strength. Thank you!

I will do my best and please take care of the rest.

I’m scared, but I know you’ll help me throughout of this battle.

Let your will be done! =D

THANK YOU!

I LOVE YOU!!!!

-Cleo

In The Beginning ~ of My Beginning

Author's Note: HEY ALL!!! HAPPY 2013!!! :) This is the continuation of the third movement: "A Diary to The End" where you continuously supported the first and second movement: Letter to My Love Part I and Two. Now I bring you its Beginning. Enjoy! I hope you can still support this, I will be updating and writing more stories for you to follow what will be going next in the sequence. Thank you!

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Catherine gave me Cleo’s Diaries after they decided to bury her dead body in the States, I guess that’s how her parents and sister hated me. . .

I miss Cleo so much, that’s why I decided to keep her diary to remember her memories of our love together… This sounds silly but, I really really miss her. I wonder what heaven is like, but I know Cleo would always be happy now she is with our creator now… Man, why am I crying! I miss you Cleo!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!! I… I… I’m sorry!!!!! I should have stayed… I should have understand… I should have… LOVE YOU MORE! *sob*…

Chapter I:

Today is a fine morning!!! Oh yeah, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Today is the first day of the year 2008! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I assume that this year will be BLAST just like last year!

Aaaaaaw! Most of the shops today are closed! How am I supposed to shop my new apparel for this year?

Oh well… I might just bore myself to death here and sleep. It’s 10 am in the morning and I envy my friends especially Jasmine who went to Japan. >_< I SO ENVY HER!!!!

OH well, I might just grab some breakfast and be back later. Catch ya later, I might go near the park and take a nice 10km walk. I just hope that is sufficient enough to burn the time. Haha!

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Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

*red face* You don’t know what happened awhile ago! (well oh yeah, you won’t I haven’t written about it yet…) … >_< I decided to go to the beach side and hope I might see some old friends this new year season… BUT GUESS WHAT?! I MET THIS STRANGE GUY!!! Oh well, I’m being exaggerated now… He was surfing early in the morning and while I was seating there on the sand, and when the water come rushing inward the land, Oh No, you wouldn't believe what happened…. THAT GUY who is on his surfing board BUMP ME!!!! I thought I would die, good thing that board was left on the shoreline … >_< and and, Now I’m freakishly soaking wet. And the worst part of is, (yeah the mere fact that he bump me, like a thousand times, Cleo), and the worst part is, he pinned me down from the force of the water coming from the sea, and I though today was low tide! How did that happen?! Well I think that was an accident, but noooooooo HE IS SO HEAVY!!!  I thought I’m going to drown, I thought I'm going to die … but due to my kindness and adrenaline rush, I guess I have to help him… and said, “Mister Mister, are you alright? Are you still alive? HELLO??? WAKE UP?! WAKE UP?” as I checked his heart beat on his chest to make sure I wouldn't end up going to jail…. XD Just joking, of course his life is my top priority… and then, he began to cough all the excess water and thank me. (OKAY!!! I will be going to say this once… But this is not a LITTLE MERMAID STORY!!! *red face*) … (IT’S AN ACCIDENT I TELL YA, IT IS IT IS! HONEST!) I never did asked his name but the good thing is I SAVED A LIFE! YEY! And he is alive. Whew, Thank goodness. Then told him, “Okay, I’m glad your okay now, I need to head back home and change my clothes. Hope you can take care of yourself now…” and NOW, I’m soaking wet… >_< Oh well, Need to change a bit and take a nap. Its already 5 pm and I’m exhausted, I should have stayed home and watch movies.

Will write again! :D SERIOUSLY! :p

-Cleo

Respect in a Relationship

In my last relationship, I learned that respect is key.
~You cannot love a person if you don't know how to respect and trust your other half.
Thus, he/she cant be your other half if you cant even respect his or her decision,
just like how you like to be respected.

When Love Hurts

When you have deeply love someone and got hurt so much moving on is so difficult.
Because you will always remember those happy and sad times when you are still together.
Moving on is always a choice, but it is hard to change what you are use to especially your life with that person..

To tell the person you love the most hurts a lot. . .especially when you don't mean those words... and turn back and cry, because you knew that once you turn your back to one another . . . you will be facing the other side of the world again on your own...

When you love, you must also be prepared to get hurt because, it is the twin of love...
When you love truly and unselfishly, you will get hurt and there will be crossroads of difficulty...
that's proven. else that's not love at all...

To love and loving someone has no condition...

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1 Corinthians 13:4-8

New International Version (NIV)

⁴ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
⁸ Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues,they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away."

(Thanks to biblegateway.com for the NIV translation)