Letter To My Love

3months to go...

Bouquet of red roses, warm hug, smack of kiss and a stare of love

Being with you is a work of art, a master piece of divine intervention, a gift that cannot be measured nor replace of any kind of lucre

Memories dash like a speed of light, feeling it like a dash of hope, rejoicing as we glance to the day we met to the very last day we ever met

Today is the count for freedom, the freedom I usually wish and asking with a question of "will i ever see you again?"

Starlight, starbright here now, this is all what i am wishing... just as said in a title one must move forward and fight

Wishing that it is never too late to shift for I didn’t ask for any gift just be yourself and give your best for He will do the rest

Believe that everything will be alright like the hope you see in every twilight... wishing o' wishing upon the star make no difference for who you are

All the time that has left and gone there are more stars yet to come. Don’t lose hope for it will be ok, you will be ok

I might not be there for you anymore but I will be with you along your fight

There’s no much time left, i hope everything will be ok. Hoping you'll grow and understand that life is meaningful with God and love around

Everything will be ok; now that i see you....I can go...

I know all the truths and the lie even your happiness to be with the one you really love...

I am nothing but a fool, but hey, I’m a fool who really loves you most... That even i go to hell, just to be with you I'll do it...

And If God would give me chance, I would say, "Father, take him instead of me"... "For he deserves to be with you..." "Save him, as You wanted To save me...I will be ok, because I have you even if I stay here in hell"... I would go through hell to save you and to lift you for you to be saved.

I accepted the truth and the lie for the freedom you and I deserve...

Hey Mister, I forgive you... in everything that you do even if it takes my life just to see you smile and be happy...

People might come and go, but i hope that once in your lifetime you found a true person in me that you never saw to the person who is not me.

I am not perfect, I am only human... A sinner who sin, a human who makes mistake...

I may not be the happiness you always find and always seek...

But i hope that sometime in your life, you have found a friend in me.

You know what,

Whenever i see you i get so excited, it trembles deep within my soul...

The excitement I usually have when I received a gift in Christmas...

Truly, it is one of a kind and it feels like Christmas when i see you and being with you that made me feel like God made today and making it

Christmas all the time, and making you as His present to me...But i was too spoiled, that God took you away and returned you back to the place you once belong. I never imagined how selfish I am to take you away from them…but believe me it wasn’t my intention.

Being with you and giving me your time is the most precious gift i could ever receive...

How Thankful I am being with you...

I hope that someday, you will use your time wisely...

I know, it’s been really tough huh, that we lost our spirit together when we are together...

I understand….

Trials had come and challenges were bestowed upon us...

But, one thing is for sure, God never left us alone in this battlefield...

I use to believe that we are on one army together, but I guess you knew it first that I am not the person who fits for you...

Like there is always someone there for you... always by your side...

I might not be the chosen one to protect you...

But I will always be with you...

Wherever you are, wherever you go... I will be here...

I may not say that I am always at your side, but given a chance and seek to it, i think I am.

I am not saying that there is wrong with that, but we should always be aware for the person who is always with us, for they are treasures...

We can never see it alone, but feeling it has gone deep morethan through its words as you can explain.

I’m all grown up now...

Thank you for everything...

If we ever meet again...

.... i hope your still the same person I knew...

IF we meet again,

You will tell me stories like you use to do...

As I listen to your great stories and battles in the field,

As I imagine how you are great in the battlefield...

Because great or not, I will always see you as who you are...

How great you are as a person and as a child of God.

As we find our purpose in our life...

Someday we will understand more what we have today…

Until we meet again...

Until we meet again…

SMILE ALWAYS! FOR EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT!

EVERYTHING WILL BE OK!

YOU CAN DO IT!

YOU CAN MAKE IT!

I am not be very good in words,

But i hope you feel it here...

Here in my heart...

For once in my lifetime... I will say, that me in my simplest ways...

I LOVE YOU!