Tuesday, April 27, 2010

ECLIPSE


In the distant melody

Stars are twinkling in a distant sky

Far across the deep sea

I see you and me


Tonight, I watch the beautiful sky

I saw a new beginning in every path the star chooses a mighty black hole

It can be a challenge in the night

But there are new beginnings with them


Tormented in the frozen past

Stranded in a broken promise


There is no tomorrow when twilight and dawn fit together

While the sun and moon can’t be seen as one

For darkness will arise and fall,

And birth and death will cease


Shattered with the broken dreams of past and present

Bloomed with memories

For all the trees speak for its freedom as it peak

While shadow is not with you whenever you need it


Frozen by a broken past,

Tormented by an ease of tomorrow

Mislead by new beginnings,

With love and care aside


Frozen by a shattered dreams,

Tormented by the light of fade

Conquering in the light of darkness

With dreams that once to be a dream


When there was me and you

I prolong to stay

If it is not possible to be with you,

I might as well leave and say goodbye…


…and say thank you for all the memories

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Happiness from the Last Minute

Happiness from the Last Minute

It is kind of sarcastic to think that some of the very happy things are those who are the state of the “Last Minute”, while people usually consider and partly doing their best of the best on the last minute…

Well on my case, I enjoyed every minute being with the person whom I love.

Happiness is really hard to explain, well base on my own experiences, it is being considered and most of the time hard to explain why we are happy because of the emotions we sometimes can’t understand for the fact that it is because we sometimes get happy out of surprises and stuff that we don’t consider as expectations.

Happiness is a very nice feeling and just one tip if you’re happy today:

1. 1. Make all possible things happen

2. 2.Don’t think of the time, enjoy all the things that are happening now, because life is short

3. 3. Some of the events like this are once in a blue moon, so make out of use some of the circumstances like this

4. 4.Embrace yourself, relax and enjoy

5. 5.And the last, LAUGH!!! It’s freeeee!~

So come on, BE HAPPY, SMILE or LAUGH until your stomach aches (it helps.. seriously.. especially it is really an antioxidant…. Errr.. seriously! =)) )

BE HAPPY

SMILE

LAUGH

Life is short!

Why settle for anything else if you have it right now…

Be happy even if it is the last minute…

Life is short, it may not come again so enjoy every moment being happy and being you!!!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR READING!!!

NOTE:

Why start later if you can do it now?! ^__^

Regards,

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

A Smile From a Shadow

Hey…

Are you awake?

I’m sorry if it was so sudden…

You know what, I really enjoy your company… hehe, and it’s very hard for me to say and to tell you how much I appreciate you whenever we are together. You know the feeling of happiness whenever we are together and when you laugh, haha it feels like I am in a different place where I don’t have many problems. Hahaha. You know whenever we are together; I always feel the want in touching your hands together while we are walking. Well, it’s fine as long as we are together and you can’t blame me for hallucinating in the air while we are walking together. Thinking of touching your hands even though it is only the shadow. Well atleast my shadow gets to touch you, I am very contented with it.

You know…

You make my day alive whenever I see you, especially when you smile. You make My Day so bright that I can’t even see the darkness.

But, it’s not always like that right? Sometimes, you get so lonely that I wish I can make you smile. Sometimes I act like a fool so crazy just to make you laugh, but it didn’t work, and it got worst.

I am very lonely whenever I see sadness in your face… I want to touch you and hug you and tell you how much you mean to me…

You know what…

I am here, whenever you need someone to talk to, I will always be here to listen and be here for you no matter what it sacrifice it takes.

Even if I am not the person whom you like to talk to, I will be here for you.

I…

Appreciate everything you do for me and will always be contented even if it is the only thing or the limit you can do for me. I understand.

Love…

Is the feeling of strong positive emotion of regard and affection according to the dictionary. It may be one of the reason why I i'm always happy when you are with me.

Whenever you smile back at me or whenever I see you smile, it makes me feel worry-free even if it is just temporary. And, it may sound so selfish but I wish it can last for a lifetime.

You…

Are my reasons why my day is so bright and you are my reason to be alive and stay happy.

Are my reasons why I need to live in this world. But I am sorry if sometimes you get a little annoyed whenever you are with me and your day had gotten worst because of me, because of my childishness. I am sorry if I always or had become so depended. It may seem like you don’t know what I really feel. Whenever you feel like I’m dependent, well I am not. But I am just enjoying every seconds being with you, for it might not last long.

Are my only reason to smile whenever there is a greater pain in my heart from this cruel world. Seeing you is my strength and my vitamin. Thank you for everything…

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I have a lot of things to say, but this is what I really want to tell you no matter how hard it is for me to say because some words just can’t really explain how much you mean to me in my life.

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I love my every moment with you…

Hope you remember me and hope you feel the same even if it is just for friends…

Take care always…

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Thank you for listening to me whenever I feel blue and red…

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Sometimes it is like a dream for me to be with you and see you everyday…

Hehe but, I didn’t know you wouldn’t like it. I sometimes feel that maybe just maybe, I am a only a friend to you.

Hey, I’m sorry if I act crazy or like a clown just to make you smile… hehehe, cant you see I am childish whenever I am with you. But if not, I am very matured on how I deal with people.

Hehehe, seems like you don’t understand that I sometimes get childish whenever the person is close to me at heart and mind.

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Thank your reading this, and hope you feel the same…

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…. My Friend.

Love,

Atheia

Friday, April 2, 2010

My Schedule for April



note: for all weekdays will be occupied for my practicum/OJT.

whew.. ^__^ I hope I find a OJT as soon as possible.