A Smile From a Shadow

Hey…

Are you awake?

I’m sorry if it was so sudden…

You know what, I really enjoy your company… hehe, and it’s very hard for me to say and to tell you how much I appreciate you whenever we are together. You know the feeling of happiness whenever we are together and when you laugh, haha it feels like I am in a different place where I don’t have many problems. Hahaha. You know whenever we are together; I always feel the want in touching your hands together while we are walking. Well, it’s fine as long as we are together and you can’t blame me for hallucinating in the air while we are walking together. Thinking of touching your hands even though it is only the shadow. Well atleast my shadow gets to touch you, I am very contented with it.

You know…

You make my day alive whenever I see you, especially when you smile. You make My Day so bright that I can’t even see the darkness.

But, it’s not always like that right? Sometimes, you get so lonely that I wish I can make you smile. Sometimes I act like a fool so crazy just to make you laugh, but it didn’t work, and it got worst.

I am very lonely whenever I see sadness in your face… I want to touch you and hug you and tell you how much you mean to me…

You know what…

I am here, whenever you need someone to talk to, I will always be here to listen and be here for you no matter what it sacrifice it takes.

Even if I am not the person whom you like to talk to, I will be here for you.

I…

Appreciate everything you do for me and will always be contented even if it is the only thing or the limit you can do for me. I understand.

Love…

Is the feeling of strong positive emotion of regard and affection according to the dictionary. It may be one of the reason why I i'm always happy when you are with me.

Whenever you smile back at me or whenever I see you smile, it makes me feel worry-free even if it is just temporary. And, it may sound so selfish but I wish it can last for a lifetime.

You…

Are my reasons why my day is so bright and you are my reason to be alive and stay happy.

Are my reasons why I need to live in this world. But I am sorry if sometimes you get a little annoyed whenever you are with me and your day had gotten worst because of me, because of my childishness. I am sorry if I always or had become so depended. It may seem like you don’t know what I really feel. Whenever you feel like I’m dependent, well I am not. But I am just enjoying every seconds being with you, for it might not last long.

Are my only reason to smile whenever there is a greater pain in my heart from this cruel world. Seeing you is my strength and my vitamin. Thank you for everything…

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I have a lot of things to say, but this is what I really want to tell you no matter how hard it is for me to say because some words just can’t really explain how much you mean to me in my life.

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I love my every moment with you…

Hope you remember me and hope you feel the same even if it is just for friends…

Take care always…

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Thank you for listening to me whenever I feel blue and red…

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Sometimes it is like a dream for me to be with you and see you everyday…

Hehe but, I didn’t know you wouldn’t like it. I sometimes feel that maybe just maybe, I am a only a friend to you.

Hey, I’m sorry if I act crazy or like a clown just to make you smile… hehehe, cant you see I am childish whenever I am with you. But if not, I am very matured on how I deal with people.

Hehehe, seems like you don’t understand that I sometimes get childish whenever the person is close to me at heart and mind.

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Thank your reading this, and hope you feel the same…

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…. My Friend.

Love,

Altheia