Wednesday, March 24, 2010
When I feel like dying
There are many circumstances and measures in life that can be a reason for me to quit especially when there are things that you wish and what you wish you didn’t get. Many had happen in my life when there are some challenges at first I didn’t expect I will surpass it and pass the test that had given me. Sometimes, I would think about God and all about Him… and be the reason of asking “God? What are you thinking today?” and may find the best answer to just look over the bible and point it out of nowhere while I close my eyes.
There are many things in life that sometimes every single person in this world experience the things that needs to be done has been accomplish then later that person will ask “Is it over?”, “Am I ready to die?” , “Will I be dying now?” or “Will I still be here later?” then that person will think again and might say “some thoughts huh?!” and then that person will be very depress later…
Then I asked myself, “Do I have a problem?”… “Some thoughts huh?!”
Then I realize…”WAIT! My problem is that I don’t have a problem???”, “Come to think of it… it is a big problem?!”
Then, one day, a friend of mine told me sometimes it is best not to think, not to have something to do, not to have those problems, not to have so many things to do… not to have so many things to finish… Sometimes, a person needs to rest and find rest BIGTIME in the present world and not in the imaginary world called DAYDREAMING or the other side of the world called HEAVEN.
There’s no such thing as PEACE if you don’t find it yourself!
There’s no such thing as REST if you can’t do it yourself!
And there is no such thing as PROBLEM if you don’t MAKE THE PROBLEM OUT OF IT…
Sometimes in this kind of world, we humans must know how to deal with our present life, deal with the problems behind it and come to think of a solution… if there is no such thing as we called “Solution or Answer” then simply MARK X and DON’T ANSWER it because half on the go or by solving it without any solution you just wasted half a way of your time BIGTIME!
But…
Yes, you may learn something... BUT HELLO! You should have thought about it?!
In this kind of world, sometimes in this part of my life I think about my purpose and what should I do next… When I feel like dying… is just an empty crap of thing of a thought…
Mesmerizing in the deep shallow room with any discomfort of what’s going on and what is really happening in this world…
Sometimes, people can always ask right?
But… is there really a right answer in every question?
Or is there really a solution in every problem?
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The feeling of wanting to die… is so damn difficult to explain!!!
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Is this because I am tired of life and I am tired waiting for things or happenings that I realize it can never be given to me. Or it is just something that even time can’t choose me. For a person who is very ambitious with full of dreams rejection and failure is very hard to swallow compare to pride.
-Cassiopeia
March 24, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Friends are your main source of joy whenever you feel alone
Gelato is a piece of sweet where you can smile after you eat it
When Friends and Gelato combined, you can find a miraculous feeling of joy . . .
Gelatone with my friends, my thesis mates and my brothers in school
Patrick- Hey Keo would you like to go Makati; we will have our OJT-hunt today with Mike.
Keo- I would like to go but I simply can’t go because I am really depress. And i don’t have that much money left,
I would have to use the money to pay for my tuition fee.
Patrick- It's alright, Mike can handle it.. Right Mike? errr.. Mike?? Mike??? OH NO HE RAN?!!!!
Keo-hahaha silly...ok ok fine fine i will go if and only if you and mike will approve my big favor.
Patrick- errr... ok??? What is it?
Keo- There are two place in Makati where I really wanted to go...
Patrick-where is that?
Keo-one is in 6750, in Microsoft and their balcony (4th floor) and at Greenbelt, Gelatone, my favorite ice cream restaurant... I miss the staffs there and their Gelato.
Patrick- alright got it.... and, you usually go in Gelato even if you came from UST right?
Keo- yes, i usually go there whenever i feel stressed and i would like to have a smile on my face. after all it is my favorite restaurant and i love Ice creams.
Patrick- alright, after we finish everything we will take you there, and for the money we will lend you and we might as well share the goodness of the famous Gelato you keep telling us about.
Keo-Thank you very much.... You don’t know how happy I am to hear that from you. :)
In our thesis group, we are a team, we usually say we are the three musketeers, the family that eats together stays together.. haha.. Remembering it makes me smile after all it is not permanent to be always have a happy day…
I'd like to feature our picture, taken at Gelatone, Greenbelt Makati City.
I would like to thank my friends/thesis mates for granting my one big favor in eating here in my favorite Gelato Restaurant, GELATONE! No words can ever express how I love the Gelato here especially the People and the Customers. ^_^ THANK YOU! :)
to my thesis mates, I LOVE YOU ALL! This makes my day a better happier day compare to my last visit here in Gelatone...
because i usually eat alone to cheer me up but it gotten me a greater smile when my friends grant my wish to eat here. thank you everyone!!!
"Friendship is the sweetest flavor of Gelato you can ever taste in your life..."
Gelatone has been a great part of my life….
Whenever I feel like thinking and or rather just be with myself, I usually go here at Gelatone…
The staffs where great, great services, great friends and great family!
I usually get the hang of talking to them especially when I am alone and kind of a bit lonely, they cheered me up and I feel like being home.
I usually remember whenever I am in the conference and it makes me a little sleep, I usually dream of going back to the same place where I have loved to eat Gelato here in the Philippines. Then later on, yuriikaa, GELATONE! XD
I am very happy whenever I go to Gelatone, everyone is friendly in Gelatone, especially the boss’ here, their great like THUMBS UP!!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR KEEPING ME WARM in GELATONE! MWAH!!!!
I will be visiting soon when I got a free time…
-Keohime
Just by looking with the pictures, you'll see how happy we are, and Happiness cannot be measured with anything, you can always find it together with your friends and with your favorite Gelato. :)
Until our Next VISIT. See you guys soon! :)
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
My heart for you will never die…
Every time I wake up in the morning, I begin to think of you if you are alright there, in your comfy bed cuddling the stuff toy every morning that I gave you a few months ago. Oh how it really fills my heart to think of you smiling every morning! Yes, the very thought of you makes me want to love you so much that the winds just gracefully blows within our surroundings and embrace us with the warm touch of the sun. It is a simple yet everlasting feeling which bounds us together and never apart no matter how many miles away we may be.
Never will I forget the days when I gave my love to you. It emits a feeling that surpasses the ends of time and makes our hearts beat faster. The rhythm that comes with every beating of our hearts creates a harmonious tune that surrounds us both and keeps us bounded together. A melody is then created which bedazzles everyone that we pass by. Together, we walked through the highest mountains and the deepest seas. Crossed the dangerous valleys and the soft clouds for I promised to love you more than anyone else; until the ends of time. No. there will be no end for my love to you.
I will hug you tight. As tight as it seems but is as warm as a burned candle that brightens your heart. It will shine and brighten up further to the ends of your darkness and fill it with warmth. Its comfort will sweep all your sadness away and bring happiness to your world. I will give you my gift of sincerity, my love, my comfort, my loyalty, my all. It will never break no matter how difficult the road is. My heart will never pick anyone else except you. And if I ask the same question to my heart, it will just spell you name out loud for the world to hear how much I love you so.
Even at sleep, we will still be together for I will always be your guardian angel when you sleep. I will cuddle you tight, hug you lovingly until the bitter winds that surround us will disappear and will turn to the warm grace of my love. I will keep you close to my dreams and love you till the very end. I do not have control of my heart anymore….It is all yours.
You are my Life, My Love, and My Everything.
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-Computer Wiz Kid
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