The Unfinished Story - Chapter3

Between Time and it’s Acceleration

July 10, 2010

Drip drip drip drop, rainy drops falling under the sky…

Drip drip drip drop, wish you could hear me now…

Drip drip drip drop, I am missin’ you…

Tic-tac Tic-tac wondering why time flies so fast…

Tic-tac Tic-tac just wonders how many memories could last…

Tic-tac Tic-tac in my memory until the very end…

Drip drip drop drop ... Tic Tac Tic Tac . . .

And my tears fell in under.

October 10, 2010

Dear God,

Why do I get sad, why I get jealous and envy when Jeron is with her…

Lord, I feel I’m worthless to him, like he doesn’t love me anymore..

Did he really love me? Why am I even like this?

I’m so sad just by thinking she is much taller, much prettier, and much successful…

And what can I do? :( I’m just starting with life….I am losing hope and self-confidence…

  

( a small paper suddenly drop in the diary while Jeron was moving in his seat)

June 2011

There is pain in my heart…

Can you love me even if I cannot remember you?

You can love me even if I cannot remember you…

Can you love me even if I don’t love you anymore?

Or maybe that’s what I knew…