Monday, December 13, 2010
A house is only a structure and a home is where you can say that there are people inside a house where you can always say you are being loved and cherished.
A house can have people inside, but you may feel that there are people alright but they don’t care for you.
We may have different trials in life, but the one place where I grew up and born at isn’t even my home…
At first I thought it was really a home, since this is the place where I grew up and all my childhood memories remains here in the walls here in our house…
Later did I know as I grew up and meet new people, whenever I got entertained to different houses to finish group projects we need to accomplish for us to be able to go unto the next step and even friends’ house who likes my company… later did I know, the real experience of having a home is not really in your own … hey we got different experiences ok? This is my experiences…I hope you can relate it and put yourself in my shoes…so moving on, some parents treated me like their own daughter, I was really happy and really felt that they love me. It was really priceless…
I guess, every person is really different... Even your own parents… even how parents treat their own children… I guess, great gaps of your siblings really differs from how parents treat their own children…
gee, my gap to my siblings is like 9years to -16years. And those guys only differ from about a 2 and a 3. It is really one of the factor that my siblings can speak up to my parents, and the difference is when I am speaking up my right and my thoughts, I am being wronged all the time... Like, give me the benefit of the doubt for Pete’s sake… It is hard living alone now with my mom who grew up in china who doesn’t practice democracy and freedom of speech… I just love Philippines… I didn’t say I hate china, but, like hello we children’s are suffering when your parents is old and grew up in a communist country. My dearest cousin usually tells me, “That’s how she grew up, from their time, they cannot speak their right to their parents… so she is doing these things to you what their parents had did to them… Surely your mom doesn’t even know how to accept feedbacks and she doesn’t understand what we have today in our society”. Look my dearest cousin is an immigrant from china, look how she thinks... totally different from the old generations… Sometimes, I just wish to tell my parents, can you just now criticize and compare me? I live in a different life from you guys and this is a new generation now… Can you not understand that?
Well whew, that’s life… it is so hard…
Experiencing painful sorrows in the house I am living in today…
God what is your purpose? Can You give me your wisdom on how I will have to deal with it everyday?
Thank you so much!
Thank you for the time reading this... :)
Yeah, I know it is hard to read something like this…
But I know somewhere out there, I am not alone :)
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Ever wonder how I stay in shape even though i'm not running anymore?
ofcourse who dont want to be in good shape and have a healthy body?
simple, we can even call it a diet...
here, base on the comments i gave and from my facebook status here is the link for my diet http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_does_water_do_to_your_body ^__^ IT IS A GOOD TO KNOW ^___^
and My diet part II http://www.ezilon.com/information/article_15730.shtml ^__^ This is how i do my diet, while i'm injured....
basically, even if i am not injured, I can still do this, but we must increase the amount of liquid that we need to drink regularly. read the article and see for yourself why water is a great investment for a healthy diet.
Not only does water fight dehydration, but it's awfully refreshing and has no calories.
I cant run anymore, but i hope i did a great help for those who aspires to run and those who want to stay fit.
after the healing process, i might join marathons, but i wont promise anymore that i can win... I dnt know if i can run the same again.
my muscles might have the strength to help me go further but my joins and the one supporting my legs cant do it. hehe...
If you like to run, or dream to run, START NOW
everyday is always a right time to start at something...
RUN LIKE THE WIND and Dont forget to smile and enjoy...
Running is a great investment for those who are stress.
When you feel stress, after running you will feel fulfillment and you will feel relax, and be able to sleep good after you finish some trainings.
after experiences a lot of trainings or running events, each day it seems that you have a high spirit in you that you don't intentionally do it when you still not committed yourself to run.
it's like a before and after...
ever wonder why i always got a high spirit everyday?
Maybe it's part of me, you can always say that, but some point of it the energy came from the trainings i got when i was still in training.
Drink Milk, eat bananas, drink plenty of water...
You can drink energy drink, but it has calories.. :))
Take Care guys! ^__^
REST... according to the doctor...
REST so you will heal fast... Looks like you are stressed out and if you are so stress out you will feel greater pain compare if you are not. Next, you should take your medicine (which i dont... :)) i hate taking meds, id rather wait for my body to recover than depend on the medicine)
Study... because we have quiz on cisco 2....
we got 2 chapters in line
Rest.... because even though im at home resting, when i go up and eat then sit, OUCH!!!
Rest, when i sleep i cry for the pain to stop...
:((
My eximination for the XRAY gave us a good relief that there is no crack or malfunction, but the great idea here is that the skin that supports my tail bone doesnt hurt when pinch, push or touch...
it hurts when I move, bend and sit.
I sometimes get myself out balance and have my 2nd injury on the road by being unbalance out of my body.
well, this is what i am feeling right now...
and it is really painful...
i really am thankful that my friends are there to help me...
I love you guys!!!
I am thankful and happy that there still good citizens who cares for their countrymen... thank you all!!!
Thank you....
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A friend of mine told me that I can recover fast because i am still young,
but my friend told me that no more sports activity, i should stop and rest and do some things that interest me... i'd say, how bout a violin? (me in mind, yes i want it!!! I REALLY WANT TO LEARN!!!) then the chinese in me spoke (HELLOOOO are you rich??? can you buy it? :)) ofcourse not...)
then came to my mind and my dreams told me (HEY! you are saving for the DSLR right???)
then my conscience talked (OK, you should not think about it... you just go study.. :)) )
(boriiing... i like challenges hahaha.)
.... ok no more running... T___T
so it's a beautiful morning i guess...
GOODMORNING!!!
Let's eat breakfast...
(no food here, if you want to eat COOK!, so let's cook and eat then take a rest...)
(posted via facebook... on the same day)
Saturday, July 17, 2010 at 10:28am
It’s been a day…
I can hear the rain pouring…
Rain drops are dripping and thunders are soaring…
I’m a little bit scared…
I know I’m strong and you know I can handle myself, but I’m scared…
Do you hear my whisper? I’ve been calling you… I’ve been calling your name…
Mesmerizing in my deepest hour, picturing you in my wildest imagination
I have been calling you… Can you hear me?
Look! I have a lot to tell you, please don’t leave
Wait! I just need to tell you something.... really Important!
WAIT! Can you wait for me…
I don’t want to look back and be sorry for everything…
But please wait for me…
Take me to your journey…
I need to tell you something…
Something…
Really important…
I…
Will..
…Miss you.
If I can’t be with you, hope you remember my smiles and remember where you left me…
I’ll be here…
Waiting…
Thank you for your time talking to me…
I really appreciate it even though it is just for a little time…
I will be here where you left me and found me
Someday, we will be seeing again…
In the place where we first met
When you look back, you will be able to see me
Just call me, I can hear you… I will listen…
Up to the very end where I cannot hear you anymore
Or you cannot feel the silent whispers anymore
Atleast I met someone like you, in this kind of lifetime
Feel free to comeback…
I wish you all the great opportunities in life
But when you feel sad, feel free to come back…
I won’t leave…
I’m just here…
Wherever you are going for an adventure, you will have a great future ahead,
Just don’t forget that you have a friend
Whom you have talked to when you feel broken
And remember that once in a lifetime you have been …
…Talking to a Tree
Sunday, May 2, 2010
“Why am I here, what’s the reason for me being here...”
The question keeps repeating in his head, like a politician in a TV commercial trying to win votes...
Then his face began to sweat. He took a handkerchief and wiped his face...
after that, he saw an amusement park, and it seemed to be weird, because a few days ago
it wasn't even there... Out of curiosity he ran toward the main entrance, finding a way in.
He can see a lot of people around: Enjoying, walking, running, and maybe swimming. “I don’t know...” The man implied … “That’s what I’ve heard... I’m just writing about it.”
He became jealous, so he went to the ticket booth... He saw no one there.. "Now how can I get inside this wonderful place" he wondered. And when he almost gave up waiting, a small kid was eating ice cream beside him. It was a strawberry flavored ice cream. Then the kid asked the man, "why are you here outside the park?" Maybe the kid was wondering who this man is or why is the man wandering...
Wait let’s name the guy Tony, sounds weird calling him man after all this time… this is not a parable anyway, so Tony was wondering who is this kid, and he told the kid how he wants to get in the park, badly...
maybe he's just bored, sad or maybe he just wants to have fun...
after listening to Tony, the kid gave him a weird coin. the kid explained to him that this is a token for the park entrance and you just drop it in this slot.. blah blah so on and so forth...
Tony was excited. He asked the kid, “how can i repay you?” the kid answered "may twenty pesos ka ba dyan? pang Cornetto ko lang kuya." this is not a cornetto commercial...
so the tony gave the kid 20 pesos and ran off toward the main entrance. he tried to look back to thank the kid but the kid was gone.. oh well.. moving on..(oh by the way i don't know if the kid is a boy or girl. one thing I know is the kid is cute.. that's enough reason for me talk to them. :) )
So Tony got in the amusement park and he rode all the rides even the rides you think are for kids...
(Well the rules of the park is don't leave your kids unattended and don't scatter your trash and grown-ups and children can ride together...)
So Tony tried the ice cream.. the popcorn.. the pasta.. The sago’t gulaman.. The pizza.. and my Lapaz batchoy, and kinilaw, adobado "I add up the filipino foods" sorry.. as i was saying..
for one token, sulit diba? it’s not a credit card by the way.. :) it’s a token.. tookenn...
Then as the long day was ending, he felt tired and sleepy. Then Tony wanted to go home and rest.
As he outside to the exit, he saw an old man, in a white long-sleeves with a tie that has small ice-creams with different colors, and the old man ask Tony, "So how was your day? Did you enjoy the park?” Then Tony being friendly answered the old man how he felt, how much he enjoyed...
Tony asked the old man, “what about you sir, do you love the park?” The old man said, "I love to see people happy, even though deep inside their hearts are full of sadness and sorrow. I like to smile even if everyone is sad, even if I’m hurt, or angry, because I know life is fragile and short, and sometimes real life is no different from an amusement park, you get to meet different people, you get to taste different kinds of food. you may be afraid of other rides but some rides you enjoy very much. you get to see people with talents and sometimes you wonder if you can do that as well. It feels free to just do what you want, but sometimes you have to hold back, so that other people can enjoy as well. You see amazing things and sometimes you win something, and sometimes you lose, but once you get the hang of it you can move on. If someone goes before your line, you get angry, but if you see someone pretty you let them take your line, all the choices we make affects how our day will end."
And if you live long enough, you hallucinate more. Tony didn't get the old man's story (this old man is so emo), but honestly this old man looks familiar...
Tony said goodbye to the old man and thank him for the conversation. After Tony was about to leave, the old man said "So son have you found the true meaning of life?" Tony was shocked when he heard about this, and after turning around to the old man, he was gone, and so is the amusement park.
It was one hot afternoon and an ordinary day, and Tony was tired and sleepy...
Lesson: it’s quite simple, don’t accept tokens from kids with ice cream :) nahh
life for every person is unique, and special. if sometimes we don't understand its meaning, we can always ask someone old enough to explain it to us. in one simple prayer and a special book wherein we could always open up anytime. Life is like a token, when you were born it was given by someone else, and you should be happy about it, it doesn't belong to you, and so you should take good care of it. Enjoying free will and all the pleasures in life has a good side and bad side. like eating, if you eat too much, you will have stomach problems. And so, who is God? What is God? the boy and old man are just the same, like a man who loves ice cream, ever wonder where they come from? Or what made them? if you think deeply enough, you'll understand that God is everywhere.. Even in a hot ordinary morning in a walk searching for something…
By: Kenneth Doromal
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Editors:
Keohime and ZuPei
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
In the distant melody
Stars are twinkling in a distant sky
Far across the deep sea
I see you and me
Tonight, I watch the beautiful sky
I saw a new beginning in every path the star chooses a mighty black hole
It can be a challenge in the night
But there are new beginnings with them
Tormented in the frozen past
Stranded in a broken promise
There is no tomorrow when twilight and dawn fit together
While the sun and moon can’t be seen as one
For darkness will arise and fall,
And birth and death will cease
Shattered with the broken dreams of past and present
Bloomed with memories
For all the trees speak for its freedom as it peak
While shadow is not with you whenever you need it
Frozen by a broken past,
Tormented by an ease of tomorrow
Mislead by new beginnings,
With love and care aside
Frozen by a shattered dreams,
Tormented by the light of fade
Conquering in the light of darkness
With dreams that once to be a dream
When there was me and you
I prolong to stay
If it is not possible to be with you,
I might as well leave and say goodbye…
…and say thank you for all the memories
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Happiness from the Last Minute
It is kind of sarcastic to think that some of the very happy things are those who are the state of the “Last Minute”, while people usually consider and partly doing their best of the best on the last minute…
Well on my case, I enjoyed every minute being with the person whom I love.
Happiness is really hard to explain, well base on my own experiences, it is being considered and most of the time hard to explain why we are happy because of the emotions we sometimes can’t understand for the fact that it is because we sometimes get happy out of surprises and stuff that we don’t consider as expectations.
Happiness is a very nice feeling and just one tip if you’re happy today:
1. 1. Make all possible things happen
2. 2.Don’t think of the time, enjoy all the things that are happening now, because life is short
3. 3. Some of the events like this are once in a blue moon, so make out of use some of the circumstances like this
4. 4.Embrace yourself, relax and enjoy
5. 5.And the last, LAUGH!!! It’s freeeee!~
So come on, BE HAPPY, SMILE or LAUGH until your stomach aches (it helps.. seriously.. especially it is really an antioxidant…. Errr.. seriously! =)) )
BE HAPPY
SMILE
LAUGH
Life is short!
Why settle for anything else if you have it right now…
Be happy even if it is the last minute…
Life is short, it may not come again so enjoy every moment being happy and being you!!!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR READING!!!
NOTE:
Why start later if you can do it now?! ^__^
Regards,
