The Journal of an Injured person Part I

What I can do today....

REST... according to the doctor...
REST so you will heal fast... Looks like you are stressed out and if you are so stress out you will feel greater pain compare if you are not. Next, you should take your medicine (which i dont... :)) i hate taking meds, id rather wait for my body to recover than depend on the medicine)

Study... because we have quiz on cisco 2....

we got 2 chapters in line

Rest.... because even though im at home resting, when i go up and eat then sit, OUCH!!!
Rest, when i sleep i cry for the pain to stop...

:((

My eximination for the XRAY gave us a good relief that there is no crack or malfunction, but the great idea here is that the skin that supports my tail bone doesnt hurt when pinch, push or touch...
it hurts when I move, bend and sit.
I sometimes get myself out balance and have my 2nd injury on the road by being unbalance out of my body.

well, this is what i am feeling right now...

and it is really painful...

i really am thankful that my friends are there to help me...

I love you guys!!!

I am thankful and happy that there still good citizens who cares for their countrymen... thank you all!!!

Thank you....

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A friend of mine told me that I can recover fast because i am still young,
but my friend told me that no more sports activity, i should stop and rest and do some things that interest me... i'd say, how bout a violin? (me in mind, yes i want it!!! I REALLY WANT TO LEARN!!!) then the chinese in me spoke (HELLOOOO are you rich??? can you buy it? :)) ofcourse not...)
then came to my mind and my dreams told me (HEY! you are saving for the DSLR right???)
then my conscience talked (OK, you should not think about it... you just go study.. :)) )

(boriiing... i like challenges hahaha.)
.... ok no more running... T___T



so it's a beautiful morning i guess...

GOODMORNING!!!

Let's eat breakfast...

(no food here, if you want to eat COOK!, so let's cook and eat then take a rest...)

(posted via facebook... on the same day)

Saturday, July 17, 2010 at 10:28am

(read for you to know the title)

A Journey…

It’s been a day…
I can hear the rain pouring…
Rain drops are dripping and thunders are soaring…
I’m a little bit scared…
I know I’m strong and you know I can handle myself, but I’m scared…
Do you hear my whisper? I’ve been calling you… I’ve been calling your name…
Mesmerizing in my deepest hour, picturing you in my wildest imagination
I have been calling you… Can you hear me?
Look! I have a lot to tell you, please don’t leave
Wait! I just need to tell you something.... really Important!
WAIT! Can you wait for me…
I don’t want to look back and be sorry for everything…
But please wait for me…
Take me to your journey…
I need to tell you something…
Something…
Really important…
I…
Will..
…Miss you.
If I can’t be with you, hope you remember my smiles and remember where you left me…
I’ll be here…
Waiting…
Thank you for your time talking to me…
I really appreciate it even though it is just for a little time…
I will be here where you left me and found me
Someday, we will be seeing again…
In the place where we first met
When you look back, you will be able to see me
Just call me, I can hear you… I will listen…
Up to the very end where I cannot hear you anymore
Or you cannot feel the silent whispers anymore

Atleast I met someone like you, in this kind of lifetime
Feel free to comeback…

I wish you all the great opportunities in life
But when you feel sad, feel free to come back…
I won’t leave…
I’m just here…
Wherever you are going for an adventure, you will have a great future ahead,
Just don’t forget that you have a friend
Whom you have talked to when you feel broken

And remember that once in a lifetime you have been …

…Talking to a Tree

Amusement Park

In an ordinary hot summer day, a man was walking, wondering what life is…
“Why am I here, what’s the reason for me being here...”
The question keeps repeating in his head, like a politician in a TV commercial trying to win votes...

Then his face began to sweat. He took a handkerchief and wiped his face...
after that, he saw an amusement park, and it seemed to be weird, because a few days ago
it wasn't even there... Out of curiosity he ran toward the main entrance, finding a way in.
He can see a lot of people around: Enjoying, walking, running, and maybe swimming. “I don’t know...” The man implied … “That’s what I’ve heard... I’m just writing about it.”

He became jealous, so he went to the ticket booth... He saw no one there.. "Now how can I get inside this wonderful place" he wondered. And when he almost gave up waiting, a small kid was eating ice cream beside him. It was a strawberry flavored ice cream. Then the kid asked the man, "why are you here outside the park?" Maybe the kid was wondering who this man is or why is the man wandering...

Wait let’s name the guy Tony, sounds weird calling him man after all this time… this is not a parable anyway, so Tony was wondering who is this kid, and he told the kid how he wants to get in the park, badly...
maybe he's just bored, sad or maybe he just wants to have fun...
after listening to Tony, the kid gave him a weird coin. the kid explained to him that this is a token for the park entrance and you just drop it in this slot.. blah blah so on and so forth...

Tony was excited. He asked the kid, “how can i repay you?” the kid answered "may twenty pesos ka ba dyan? pang Cornetto ko lang kuya." this is not a cornetto commercial...
so the tony gave the kid 20 pesos and ran off toward the main entrance. he tried to look back to thank the kid but the kid was gone.. oh well.. moving on..(oh by the way i don't know if the kid is a boy or girl. one thing I know is the kid is cute.. that's enough reason for me talk to them. :) )

So Tony got in the amusement park and he rode all the rides even the rides you think are for kids...
(Well the rules of the park is don't leave your kids unattended and don't scatter your trash and grown-ups and children can ride together...)

So Tony tried the ice cream.. the popcorn.. the pasta.. The sago’t gulaman.. The pizza.. and my Lapaz batchoy, and kinilaw, adobado "I add up the filipino foods" sorry.. as i was saying..
for one token, sulit diba? it’s not a credit card by the way.. :) it’s a token.. tookenn...

Then as the long day was ending, he felt tired and sleepy. Then Tony wanted to go home and rest.
As he outside to the exit, he saw an old man, in a white long-sleeves with a tie that has small ice-creams with different colors, and the old man ask Tony, "So how was your day? Did you enjoy the park?” Then Tony being friendly answered the old man how he felt, how much he enjoyed...

Tony asked the old man, “what about you sir, do you love the park?” The old man said, "I love to see people happy, even though deep inside their hearts are full of sadness and sorrow. I like to smile even if everyone is sad, even if I’m hurt, or angry, because I know life is fragile and short, and sometimes real life is no different from an amusement park, you get to meet different people, you get to taste different kinds of food. you may be afraid of other rides but some rides you enjoy very much. you get to see people with talents and sometimes you wonder if you can do that as well. It feels free to just do what you want, but sometimes you have to hold back, so that other people can enjoy as well. You see amazing things and sometimes you win something, and sometimes you lose, but once you get the hang of it you can move on. If someone goes before your line, you get angry, but if you see someone pretty you let them take your line, all the choices we make affects how our day will end."

And if you live long enough, you hallucinate more. Tony didn't get the old man's story (this old man is so emo), but honestly this old man looks familiar...
Tony said goodbye to the old man and thank him for the conversation. After Tony was about to leave, the old man said "So son have you found the true meaning of life?" Tony was shocked when he heard about this, and after turning around to the old man, he was gone, and so is the amusement park.

It was one hot afternoon and an ordinary day, and Tony was tired and sleepy...
Lesson: it’s quite simple, don’t accept tokens from kids with ice cream :) nahh
life for every person is unique, and special. if sometimes we don't understand its meaning, we can always ask someone old enough to explain it to us. in one simple prayer and a special book wherein we could always open up anytime. Life is like a token, when you were born it was given by someone else, and you should be happy about it, it doesn't belong to you, and so you should take good care of it. Enjoying free will and all the pleasures in life has a good side and bad side. like eating, if you eat too much, you will have stomach problems. And so, who is God? What is God? the boy and old man are just the same, like a man who loves ice cream, ever wonder where they come from? Or what made them? if you think deeply enough, you'll understand that God is everywhere.. Even in a hot ordinary morning in a walk searching for something…

By: Kenneth Doromal

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Editors:

Keohime and ZuPei

ECLIPSE

In the distant melody

Stars are twinkling in a distant sky

Far across the deep sea

I see you and me

Tonight, I watch the beautiful sky

I saw a new beginning in every path the star chooses a mighty black hole

It can be a challenge in the night

But there are new beginnings with them

Tormented in the frozen past

Stranded in a broken promise

There is no tomorrow when twilight and dawn fit together

While the sun and moon can’t be seen as one

For darkness will arise and fall,

And birth and death will cease

Shattered with the broken dreams of past and present

Bloomed with memories

For all the trees speak for its freedom as it peak

While shadow is not with you whenever you need it

Frozen by a broken past,

Tormented by an ease of tomorrow

Mislead by new beginnings,

With love and care aside

Frozen by a shattered dreams,

Tormented by the light of fade

Conquering in the light of darkness

With dreams that once to be a dream

When there was me and you

I prolong to stay

If it is not possible to be with you,

I might as well leave and say goodbye…

…and say thank you for all the memories

Happiness from the Last Minute

Happiness from the Last Minute

It is kind of sarcastic to think that some of the very happy things are those who are the state of the “Last Minute”, while people usually consider and partly doing their best of the best on the last minute…

Well on my case, I enjoyed every minute being with the person whom I love.

Happiness is really hard to explain, well base on my own experiences, it is being considered and most of the time hard to explain why we are happy because of the emotions we sometimes can’t understand for the fact that it is because we sometimes get happy out of surprises and stuff that we don’t consider as expectations.

Happiness is a very nice feeling and just one tip if you’re happy today:

1. 1. Make all possible things happen

2. 2.Don’t think of the time, enjoy all the things that are happening now, because life is short

3. 3. Some of the events like this are once in a blue moon, so make out of use some of the circumstances like this

4. 4.Embrace yourself, relax and enjoy

5. 5.And the last, LAUGH!!! It’s freeeee!~

So come on, BE HAPPY, SMILE or LAUGH until your stomach aches (it helps.. seriously.. especially it is really an antioxidant…. Errr.. seriously! =)) )

BE HAPPY

SMILE

LAUGH

Life is short!

Why settle for anything else if you have it right now…

Be happy even if it is the last minute…

Life is short, it may not come again so enjoy every moment being happy and being you!!!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR READING!!!

NOTE:

Why start later if you can do it now?! ^__^

Regards,

A Smile From a Shadow

Hey…

Are you awake?

I’m sorry if it was so sudden…

You know what, I really enjoy your company… hehe, and it’s very hard for me to say and to tell you how much I appreciate you whenever we are together. You know the feeling of happiness whenever we are together and when you laugh, haha it feels like I am in a different place where I don’t have many problems. Hahaha. You know whenever we are together; I always feel the want in touching your hands together while we are walking. Well, it’s fine as long as we are together and you can’t blame me for hallucinating in the air while we are walking together. Thinking of touching your hands even though it is only the shadow. Well atleast my shadow gets to touch you, I am very contented with it.

You know…

You make my day alive whenever I see you, especially when you smile. You make My Day so bright that I can’t even see the darkness.

But, it’s not always like that right? Sometimes, you get so lonely that I wish I can make you smile. Sometimes I act like a fool so crazy just to make you laugh, but it didn’t work, and it got worst.

I am very lonely whenever I see sadness in your face… I want to touch you and hug you and tell you how much you mean to me…

You know what…

I am here, whenever you need someone to talk to, I will always be here to listen and be here for you no matter what it sacrifice it takes.

Even if I am not the person whom you like to talk to, I will be here for you.

I…

Appreciate everything you do for me and will always be contented even if it is the only thing or the limit you can do for me. I understand.

Love…

Is the feeling of strong positive emotion of regard and affection according to the dictionary. It may be one of the reason why I i'm always happy when you are with me.

Whenever you smile back at me or whenever I see you smile, it makes me feel worry-free even if it is just temporary. And, it may sound so selfish but I wish it can last for a lifetime.

You…

Are my reasons why my day is so bright and you are my reason to be alive and stay happy.

Are my reasons why I need to live in this world. But I am sorry if sometimes you get a little annoyed whenever you are with me and your day had gotten worst because of me, because of my childishness. I am sorry if I always or had become so depended. It may seem like you don’t know what I really feel. Whenever you feel like I’m dependent, well I am not. But I am just enjoying every seconds being with you, for it might not last long.

Are my only reason to smile whenever there is a greater pain in my heart from this cruel world. Seeing you is my strength and my vitamin. Thank you for everything…

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I have a lot of things to say, but this is what I really want to tell you no matter how hard it is for me to say because some words just can’t really explain how much you mean to me in my life.

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I love my every moment with you…

Hope you remember me and hope you feel the same even if it is just for friends…

Take care always…

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Thank you for listening to me whenever I feel blue and red…

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Sometimes it is like a dream for me to be with you and see you everyday…

Hehe but, I didn’t know you wouldn’t like it. I sometimes feel that maybe just maybe, I am a only a friend to you.

Hey, I’m sorry if I act crazy or like a clown just to make you smile… hehehe, cant you see I am childish whenever I am with you. But if not, I am very matured on how I deal with people.

Hehehe, seems like you don’t understand that I sometimes get childish whenever the person is close to me at heart and mind.

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Thank your reading this, and hope you feel the same…

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…. My Friend.

Love,

Atheia

My Schedule for April

note: for all weekdays will be occupied for my practicum/OJT.

whew.. ^__^ I hope I find a OJT as soon as possible.