KEOHIME

YOU

2012-01-13T07:07:00.000-08:00

When there are times when you feel you’re alone

When there are times when you feel your reason to stay

When there you are roaming along the side of the river

Thinking if there is such thing as we called end

There are a lot of things that needs to be done

There is a lot of reason for it to be done

Yet we find ourselves not finishing the task

For some reason, we find ourselves thinking

Thinking…

Not thinking about what the next plan for the work

But thinking about something that bugs us within the day

For one reason, we must keep going

Why?

Why? Is that a question? Ok... it is…

We must keep going because there are a lot of things that we can use of the time we use in just thinking

Thinking…

May not be the best solution.. but it helps…

One of the reasons why we think long is because what we feel inside

Some of the reason why we think long it’s because of trauma, fear or judgment

But listen to this my friend, you may find yourself thinking outside outer space

But believe me you’ll just end up wasting your time thinking and thinking over and over again…

Thinking can be a good plan at first, but thinking for too long isn’t good anymore

Thinking may be good, but think fast… what matters most is what we do in action not just by dreaming out as if there is no tomorrow or like having the problem like there is no tomorrow

There is… God made “tomorrow” so that if we lose today, we can have a chance to prove ourselves tomorrow and fight once again

But, please consider that expecting there is goodness in tomorrow isn’t the right way to deal in what you are thinking today…

Why?

Yes, you got it right... You thought it right.

See the bigger picture now? What matters most is what you did best, what YOU DID, what you have put action to it, what you consider it done and the like.

What matters most is that you are being you…

What matters most is that you are true to your heart, true to yourself and you are true to Him.

What matters most is what you did best…

What matters most is what you and your soul are happy about

What matters most is what you believe…

Believe what you can do.

Believe that you can do it

Believe that, in every problem there’s an equal solution and answer

Else, void and don’t answer

Simple?

Then, How can you put yourself in that kind of situation?

If it’s not

Who says life is easy or simple?

You just have to be your best… after all no one comes out of this world… alive.

Be your best, be yourself, and be true to yourself

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Note: written on February 8, 2010

When You Are Worth Alive Part III

2011-11-08T22:38:00.000-08:00

When you are worth Alive

Part III

Do you love someone?

Ever thought of letting that person go?

Ever thought of letting the person go, because you really love that person?

And because you love that person you want to let him/her go to see that person happy?

Have you ever consider dying or living?

What do you consider most?

If you choose to die rather than live,

What will be the possibilities that you should have live than die?

Well…

In this world, there were many problems that are inevitable.

(Yet, I might say, you are not alone)

Some might have the answer and some might not have.

When you love, you became selfish or selfless…

When you love unselfishly you give and give and give,

And you think of yourself less.

Repentance might understood in the end of the line,

But have you thought of fighting when you still have the chance?

Have you thought of believing that when you love someone,

It is possible to make the impossible possible?

Yeah,but…

Yeah, but…

What?!!!

When you have the chances grab it while you can!

Do you know how far between two people when they turned their backs to each other?

You need to travel around the world just to meet with that person again.

Do you know that when you miss the chance to fix your relationship you might not have a second chance?

Since on the other side might think you have given up?

Grab the chance while you can.

In a relationship, it is always a two way part not a one way…

In love, it is normal to have problems and conflicts…

Be thankful in a way, because this is part of the formula to make you and your partner stronger and as well as your relationship.

Be thankful in a way, for because of conflicts you understand and knew each other more.

And since a relationship is a two way part, you won’t be alone solving it

If and only if you LOVE each other.

Don’t waste time… That person might be waiting for you…

Make up your mind!

If you are seriously love this person, BE BRAVE AND FIGHT!

Yeah,but…

Again?

Never were more fatal words spoken.

Yeah, but… what about me?

Yeah, but... what about money?

Yeah, but… what about… Yeah… but…

DAMN! MAKE UP YOUR MIND ALREADY!

If you are seriously serious about your relationship

FIGHT!

You know what,

“Yeah, but…” is pernicious. Because it makes it sound like we have the best of intentions when really we are just too scared to do what we should.

It allows us to be cowards, while sounding noble.

If you can’t make up your mind,

Follow your heart’s desires.

Follow what will make you happy…

Have you thought of leaving? Will leaving make you happy? Will it solve anything?

Will it make you alive?

Life is all about love…

Love is so powerful that it can even turn the impossible possible!

Mother Teresa said, "It's not what you do, but how much love you put into it that matters."

BELIEVE!!!

You are not alone!

YOU ARE NOT ALONE!

At least you know, You aren’t in this journey alone…

Are you happy with the one you love?

Then what are you waiting for?

Do not let go of the things that you cannot see other people are holding…

If you let go, don’t tell me you just needed a break…

Coz, if you love someone you will fight, believe and understand.

That goes on the other side…

People might be matured or immature,

Some people might want the answer they want to hear…

I think immature people just haven’t grown up to the same level you have grown right now…

Give them time and a chance… they are doing their best.

You are once like them, understand…

Forgive…

Ok…. Don’t give me another “YEAH, BUT…”

Make up your mind or you will lose the one that makes you happy…

Believe…

Anything is possible if you love, believe/hope and remain the faith…

What more if you do it together…

Don’t lose hope…

IF there’s a will there’s a way!

“It's not what you do, but how much love you put into it that matters.” –Mother Theresa

“If you can dream it, you can do it!”

–Walt Disney

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”

-Matthew 7:7

"If you think you can do it, or you think you can't do it, You are right.”

-Henry Ford

No matter what I say, what I believe, and what I do, I’m bankrupt without love. 1Cor.13:3b

Only you can decide… You have a choice…

What’s holding you back?

Priceless

2011-11-06T08:43:00.000-08:00

Whenever you are too faraway

I always remember what we have and smile

These precious memories

Those priceless smiles

Those simple little things that made us laugh

Are so precious to me and make me realize I'm smiling and laughing...

Together, my life shines so bright

That I never thought my darkest night

Would light so bright

That I could never ask for more

Since when I met you

You completed my incompleteness...

Here in my Life...

Life without you is so meaningless...

Without you there will never be me...

You are my energy....

My Vitamins...

And my whole being...

You are my world...

You completed me...

I will breathe for you each day...

I will listen to you everyday...

I will always understand you in all the way...

I will be with you in your entire journey...

I will be the one who will love you forever...

I will always remember that there will be someone like You

Who completed me in my everything and

Completed me in my imperfections...

To me, you are the one and

To me, you will always have a place in my heart!

You so precious

You are so unique

You are so lovely

You are one of a kind...

To me,

You are my everything...

I will always understand you...

Because I know I am the only person who can understand you...

I am your other half...

I am proud to say that!

And I will always be proud...

Because I HAVE YOU!

AND I LOVE YOU SO!

I will always take care of you!

I want you to know that you mean so much to me!

You are important to me!

I appreciate everything big or small...

To me, everything is so precious...

YOU ARE SO PRECIOUS TO ME!

You know what,

What I appreciate most is your time...

Thank you!

Because, that is the most precious gift you could ever give...

To me...

I LOVE YOU!

Whenever things had gone rocky,

You’re always here…

How I appreciate it so much...

Wanna know why?

Because, knowing that you’re there for me it makes me smile!

Knowing you’re here with me makes HAPPY!

THANK YOU!!!

Please let me say THANK YOU SO MUCH!

I APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH!

THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!

In every battle, remember always that you are not alone...

WE CAN DO IT!

TOGETHER WE CAN!

WE HAVE GOD ON OUR SIDE!!!

HE IS WITH US!

TOGETHER WE CAN!

Nothing is impossible as long as we believe!

Believe that we can do it!!!

IM ALWAYS HERE!!!

REMEMBER THAT!

I WILL BE WITH YOU IN YOUR ENTIRE JOURNEY!

Don't be sad...

I am with you...

Whenever you get sad and feel alone,

Close your eyes and feel your heart...

I am here with you!

I LOVE YOU!

The sound of Home

2011-10-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

I closed my eyes

And listened

There was a sound

The sound that makes me always happy…

And it is very familiar to me…

I listened closely and confirmed the sound

Then I heard YOU…

The person whom I really love…

The sweet voice,

The voice of the most important person in my life…

The sound of home…

That when I hear and listen to it,

I feel wherever I am I feel love…

I feel warmth…

I feel so secure…

It’s like you are here by my side…

And I know,

I will be seeing you again soon…

Soon

Very soon

Wait for me I’ll be back

I closed my eyes and listened again…

I FOUND YOU…

…here in my heart

I LOVE YOU!

A Diary to The End

2011-06-21T10:00:00.000-07:00

A Diary to The End

July 21, 2011

Dear Diary,

Roses are red… violets are blue… why did I smell flowers here in the hospital room?

Cold as ice and rhythms are sounds… Why do I feel like someone is calling me?

Then I opened my eyes slowly… I saw… YOU…

I wondered why you are here, then I asked you the question then you told me because I am here.

The fragrance and smell of the flowers are true proof that I am not dreaming and I am still alive and be able to see you again…

I asked and wondered why, and you told me again, “I am here because you are here… I will stay by your side from now on…”

You added, “I am so stupid of not knowing that you are always here with me, whenever I needed you.. I almost forgot all the things we had together, our memories, our laughter together and our… Love…”

I cried in tears not because I was sad or dramatic… But I was so happy that you finally realize my worth…

And…

As I listened to you, I check all the surroundings and I saw my mom, my dad and my sister’s look while you were talking… there’s something different… And as I look into my mother’s eyes, I have a hunch that you already know the reality that was happening to me.

That my brain tumor is killing me slowly…The reality that supposed not to be told to you…

You know what, I was really really happy today… But, It seems that you know it already that I got One Month left to live…

As you talk… I held your hand and suddenly tears fall into my eyes as I say, “Jeron, everything will be alright Ok? Smile! Everything will be ok... Everything will be alright! Smile!” then, you shed a tear and hug me… I was so shocked and couldn’t resist myself not to hug you back… then you told me… “I love you Cleo, please don’t leave… You have to live… You have to live!” And I smiled back and say “Let God’s will be done” then you just hugged me tight as if I was about to die and as if it were the last…

But… the joy didn’t last after 5mins; someone rushed and knocks at the door.

Jane came and rushes in to you with so much breathe intake, and I realize you are sweating all along, and is it because you rushed all the way here after you found out that I got my last chemotherapy awhile ago? And you came rushing here while you are with Jane…

Its ok Jeron, I really wish you and Jane will be happy now…

I have forgiven you and Jane.. So Smile Ok? :)

Jeron, Thank you so much!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU! I am very happy because you told me that you love me for one last time… My heart hurts, because I am very jealous when I see both of you, but I am quite happy at the same time since I know there will be a girl who will be with you, take care of you from the day I will leave and join my creator. I have forgiven you… Thank you for staying with me today… Our God have answered my prayers!!! I’m SO HAPPY!

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July 22, 2011

I was really shocked that the moment I opened my eyes and you were the first person I saw this morning…

My sister told me everything last night…

She told me, the moment I collapsed after my daily walk yesterday morning I was brought to the emergency room and she called you as soon as she was told by the doctor that I got less than a month to live. And it happened so fast that the doctor had thought that I supposed to live with minimum of 3months to a maximum of a year and if God is willing, he can spare my life if I am willing to go to America to have a brain surgery from the latest technology created… But the doctor told my sister if I decided to go on the procedure, I only got 15% chance to live since my brain tumor had already scattered and I really need a miracle to live. I just remembered why I told them I don’t want to go to America…

My only reason is that…

… I do not wish to forget you.

I will fight to my very last breath; I will fight ‘till I can still remember you… How much I love you… How much I can do… to remember you… You are my vitamin, my strength and my hope… Please don’t take away my precious memories remaining with you… I couldn’t spare… I don’t care if I die, as long as I will remember you ‘till the very last! I wish I could live more and be able to be with you as long and remember you… But, you know, you got your own path now… There is no more sense for me to be around. I just want you to be happy… so I smiled at you and told you again this morning, “SMILE, Everything will be alright!” and you smiled and told me, “I will” then you kissed my forehead.

But then, I asked you why Jane isn’t around and you told me you had broken up with her yesterday, because you realized how important I was to you and you could't bare to see me getting hurt; that you suddenly remembered all the precious memories we have in the past… the whole 3 years we have been together up to this date. And then with my heart’s content as I took a deep breath I say, "THANK YOU! (You still remembered…)" with a smile!

Quote: “Time is free, but it’s priceless. You can’t own it, but you can use it. You can’t keep it, but you can spend it. Once you’ve lost it you can never get it back. -Harvey MacKay”

“You need to take care of yourself from now on… You must live your life to the fullest… Smile because you have all the time to be happy! Don’t waste it!”

~~~~Time and days had passed… you were with me…

Know what? It’s been 2 weeks already, And I am very happy to see you everyday! From the moment I close my eyes, to the very first sunshine that kissed my cheek and as I opened my eyes to see you!

You took care of me together with my family, you help me walk each and everyday, I am so happy!

But…

(Sorry, I felt a little bit dizzy.. I should stop writing now… maybe I’ll continue writing later...)

:) SMILE!

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Dear God,

My Sister collapsed and was rushed to the emergency room and as we know it is already too late…

I will give this diary to Jeron since my sister really put an effort to finish this diary up to her very last…

God, do you hear me? Do you listen to me now? Please take care of my sister. I am really scared…

My mom fainted to the very last drop she cried when she saw Cleo collapsed… God, I don’t know what to say or what to write. I don’t have much left to say and energy to write, but I know you always understand and you are always here for us and especially for Cleo. God, Let your will be done…

From now on, you do what you have to do with my precious little sister Cleo. Save her… and if not, take her with you for I know she will always be happy with you…

Father, thank you because you granted her last wish to see him and stayed for her to the moment she loses her breath…

And we will always remember her last words to the moment she is catching her breath to the very last stand she have: “Smile, God is Here and always be…”

God? THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! WE LOVE YOU!

Please take care of Cleo for us…

My letter ends here...

-Catherine

Letter To My Love Part II

2011-06-08T07:35:00.000-07:00

If leaving you is for the better

If leaving you will make you happy

If leaving you will... make you as a person...

Then, I will say my goodbye now... and thank you for everything..

Thank you for all the time..

even though it is for an hour or two...

I am contented...

Because, I can atleast see you before I leave...

This maybe my last letter to you...

I hope you are doing fine...

I know you are happy,

let it be...

I'm happy for you are happy...

Though my presence wont be as good as the presence of hers

I still wanted to say I hope I made you happy even if it is a second or two.

I wont be there with you any longer,

but I will always be with you...

Whenever you miss the old me,

just look into this letter and remember all the happy thought...

I wont expect that you will do that, but listen to me, coz I will do it for me to remember you...

There's a few time left, I hope you are happy.

As long as you are happy, healthy and Okay, I will be fine...

Whenever you need me, talk to God and maybe He might send me again in your life...

Thank you for everything...

Atleast, I get to see you smiling before I leave...

Your smile is my energy... my vitamins...

Thank you because you make me alive.

I will be leaving now...

Im very sorry if I can't tell you directly,

I dont want to kill your joy as of the moment,

because I always want you to be happy.

By the way, I want to thank you for

reading up to this space, I really appreciate all your time...

This makes me happy,

even if you dont see me...

This makes me happy because you spent the time to read my letter...

I hope you always find your way to happiness...

May God be with you always...

With all your dreams,

the road may be rocky at times,

but everything will be alright!

FIGHT!

YOU CAN MAKE IT!

YOU CAN DO IT!

I wont make this letter long...

I wish you pure happiness and joy in life...

Be happy now that you find your partner in life...

Thank you for staying with me again, even if it is a short while...

I Miss You... and will be missing you... here in my heart...

Until we meet again...

I love you... and always be...

-Cleo

Letter To My Love

2011-05-29T06:42:00.000-07:00

3months to go...

Bouquet of red roses, warm hug, smack of kiss and a stare of love

Being with you is a work of art, a master piece of divine intervention, a gift that cannot be measured nor replace of any kind of lucre

Memories dash like a speed of light, feeling it like a dash of hope, rejoicing as we glance to the day we met to the very last day we ever met

Today is the count for freedom, the freedom I usually wish and asking with a question of "will i ever see you again?"

Starlight, starbright here now, this is all what i am wishing... just as said in a title one must move forward and fight

Wishing that it is never too late to shift for I didn’t ask for any gift just be yourself and give your best for He will do the rest

Believe that everything will be alright like the hope you see in every twilight... wishing o' wishing upon the star make no difference for who you are

All the time that has left and gone there are more stars yet to come. Don’t lose hope for it will be ok, you will be ok

I might not be there for you anymore but I will be with you along your fight

There’s no much time left, i hope everything will be ok. Hoping you'll grow and understand that life is meaningful with God and love around

Everything will be ok; now that i see you....I can go...

I know all the truths and the lie even your happiness to be with the one you really love...

I am nothing but a fool, but hey, I’m a fool who really loves you most... That even i go to hell, just to be with you I'll do it...

And If God would give me chance, I would say, "Father, take him instead of me"... "For he deserves to be with you..." "Save him, as You wanted To save me...I will be ok, because I have you even if I stay here in hell"... I would go through hell to save you and to lift you for you to be saved.

I accepted the truth and the lie for the freedom you and I deserve...

Hey Mister, I forgive you... in everything that you do even if it takes my life just to see you smile and be happy...

People might come and go, but i hope that once in your lifetime you found a true person in me that you never saw to the person who is not me.

I am not perfect, I am only human... A sinner who sin, a human who makes mistake...

I may not be the happiness you always find and always seek...

But i hope that sometime in your life, you have found a friend in me.

You know what,

Whenever i see you i get so excited, it trembles deep within my soul...

The excitement I usually have when I received a gift in Christmas...

Truly, it is one of a kind and it feels like Christmas when i see you and being with you that made me feel like God made today and making it

Christmas all the time, and making you as His present to me...But i was too spoiled, that God took you away and returned you back to the place you once belong. I never imagined how selfish I am to take you away from them…but believe me it wasn’t my intention.

Being with you and giving me your time is the most precious gift i could ever receive...

How Thankful I am being with you...

I hope that someday, you will use your time wisely...

I know, it’s been really tough huh, that we lost our spirit together when we are together...

I understand….

Trials had come and challenges were bestowed upon us...

But, one thing is for sure, God never left us alone in this battlefield...

I use to believe that we are on one army together, but I guess you knew it first that I am not the person who fits for you...

Like there is always someone there for you... always by your side...

I might not be the chosen one to protect you...

But I will always be with you...

Wherever you are, wherever you go... I will be here...

I may not say that I am always at your side, but given a chance and seek to it, i think I am.

I am not saying that there is wrong with that, but we should always be aware for the person who is always with us, for they are treasures...

We can never see it alone, but feeling it has gone deep morethan through its words as you can explain.

I’m all grown up now...

Thank you for everything...

If we ever meet again...

.... i hope your still the same person I knew...

IF we meet again,

You will tell me stories like you use to do...

As I listen to your great stories and battles in the field,

As I imagine how you are great in the battlefield...

Because great or not, I will always see you as who you are...

How great you are as a person and as a child of God.

As we find our purpose in our life...

Someday we will understand more what we have today…

Until we meet again...

Until we meet again…

SMILE ALWAYS! FOR EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT!

EVERYTHING WILL BE OK!

YOU CAN DO IT!

YOU CAN MAKE IT!

I am not be very good in words,

But i hope you feel it here...

Here in my heart...

For once in my lifetime... I will say, that me in my simplest ways...

I LOVE YOU!

ROOTS OF CHARACTER

2011-04-06T23:23:00.001-07:00

ROOTS OF CHARACTER

"Those who preserve their integrity remain unshaken by the storms of daily life. They do not stir like leaves of a tree or follow the herd where it runs. In their mind remains the ideal attitude and conduct of living. This is not something given to them by others. It is their roots…it is a strength that exists deep within them."

Anonymous Native American

Shoreline

2011-04-06T22:54:00.001-07:00

Beyond boundaries and limitations

Across choices and decisions

Come between understanding and trust

‘Till the end while it last

When life comes with every difficulty

Realization to the point for ambiguity

Trials may come back and forth

Challenges succeeded and learning’s are worth

Life’s battle and success begins in each and everyone of us,

Decisions are made with pure courage and trust

Defeating boundaries in every circumstances

Knowing and improving each and everyone’s differences

Life is too short to play and wander around

‘Coz you might get killed to just play safe and sound

How much is left to change and learn

When you just risking life to lose and burn

What is your purpose anyway?

Are you just risking life to live and play?

Why mess such beautiful life,

When you can be wise to live a life

How much is left to change and learn

When you just risking life to lose a turn

Every minute, every second is at its tic

To every time of our life has its own trick

Life is worth every appreciation

Inclined with values, faith and decision

As you go through the flow with your strength of your voice

When Happiness and Sadness are a matter of choice

Life is a mystery

It always begins with us

We don’t know what’s out there

It may be right or wrong

But it is worth to battle and fight

Fight by giving and loving

Life is full of battle

It is always a matter of trying

And a matter of doing

When decisions today

Can change for a better tomorrow . . .

Now give it a try to go through the road of life

And see how far you will go…

And have an inspiration with the one you love most…

Then what does it takes to cross beyond the shoreline?

Life always begins within us…

just a dude

2011-04-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

im always a friend

for sure you can depend

if life turns and bends

i'll never leave you till the end

seconds, minutes, hours, days,

months, years, mondays through sundays

seven days a week 24 hours a day

you can count on me for sure to stay

i love you very very much i said

in return you said thank you instead,.

but im not the type of guy to complain

why would i, i'd just say those 3 word over and over again,.

every morning i wake up to greet you

every night i say good night too,.

coz its just a wonderful feeling to do.

and i never do this to other people, just you.

sometimes you're moody, i know, i understand

and sometimes your so sweet and try to be as thoughtful as you can

sometimes you just stay quiet and dont speak at like you used to

but cons and pros will not decide my reasons for loving you

i promised to be a friend, i know i said it many times

to wait till your ready, i'll fly back 2000 miles

when the time comes, when my pocket is not just with nickles and dimes

i hope we'll hear a different sound,. something like bells and chimes

i know you have lots on you're mind,

certain problems in life that i cant understand

i dont want to ask, or give advices

but if ever you need me just reach out your hand

i can not sleep for 3 morning dews

i can be tired, i can be sick, and sometimes i might feel blue

but that would'nt change the fact that i will still pursue

even if im just a dude who's madly in love with you.

-Jet C. Chua

April 01, 2011

A house is not a home…

2010-12-13T07:01:00.000-08:00

A house is not a home…

A house is only a structure and a home is where you can say that there are people inside a house where you can always say you are being loved and cherished.
A house can have people inside, but you may feel that there are people alright but they don’t care for you.

We may have different trials in life, but the one place where I grew up and born at isn’t even my home…

At first I thought it was really a home, since this is the place where I grew up and all my childhood memories remains here in the walls here in our house…

Later did I know as I grew up and meet new people, whenever I got entertained to different houses to finish group projects we need to accomplish for us to be able to go unto the next step and even friends’ house who likes my company… later did I know, the real experience of having a home is not really in your own … hey we got different experiences ok? This is my experiences…I hope you can relate it and put yourself in my shoes…so moving on, some parents treated me like their own daughter, I was really happy and really felt that they love me. It was really priceless…

I guess, every person is really different... Even your own parents… even how parents treat their own children… I guess, great gaps of your siblings really differs from how parents treat their own children…

gee, my gap to my siblings is like 9years to -16years. And those guys only differ from about a 2 and a 3. It is really one of the factor that my siblings can speak up to my parents, and the difference is when I am speaking up my right and my thoughts, I am being wronged all the time... Like, give me the benefit of the doubt for Pete’s sake… It is hard living alone now with my mom who grew up in china who doesn’t practice democracy and freedom of speech… I just love Philippines… I didn’t say I hate china, but, like hello we children’s are suffering when your parents is old and grew up in a communist country. My dearest cousin usually tells me, “That’s how she grew up, from their time, they cannot speak their right to their parents… so she is doing these things to you what their parents had did to them… Surely your mom doesn’t even know how to accept feedbacks and she doesn’t understand what we have today in our society”. Look my dearest cousin is an immigrant from china, look how she thinks... totally different from the old generations… Sometimes, I just wish to tell my parents, can you just now criticize and compare me? I live in a different life from you guys and this is a new generation now… Can you not understand that?

Well whew, that’s life… it is so hard…
Experiencing painful sorrows in the house I am living in today…
God what is your purpose? Can You give me your wisdom on how I will have to deal with it everyday?

Thank you so much!
Thank you for the time reading this... :)

Yeah, I know it is hard to read something like this…
But I know somewhere out there, I am not alone :)

The Journal of an Injured person Part II: Giving tips from a Retired young Athlete

2010-08-07T11:44:00.000-07:00

Sunday, July 25, 2010 at 4:26pm

Ever wonder how I stay in shape even though i'm not running anymore?

ofcourse who dont want to be in good shape and have a healthy body?

simple, we can even call it a diet...

here, base on the comments i gave and from my facebook status here is the link for my diet http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_does_water_do_to_your_body ^__^ IT IS A GOOD TO KNOW ^___^

and My diet part II http://www.ezilon.com/information/article_15730.shtml ^__^ This is how i do my diet, while i'm injured....

basically, even if i am not injured, I can still do this, but we must increase the amount of liquid that we need to drink regularly. read the article and see for yourself why water is a great investment for a healthy diet.

Not only does water fight dehydration, but it's awfully refreshing and has no calories.

I cant run anymore, but i hope i did a great help for those who aspires to run and those who want to stay fit.

after the healing process, i might join marathons, but i wont promise anymore that i can win... I dnt know if i can run the same again.
my muscles might have the strength to help me go further but my joins and the one supporting my legs cant do it. hehe...

If you like to run, or dream to run, START NOW

everyday is always a right time to start at something...

RUN LIKE THE WIND and Dont forget to smile and enjoy...

Running is a great investment for those who are stress.
When you feel stress, after running you will feel fulfillment and you will feel relax, and be able to sleep good after you finish some trainings.

after experiences a lot of trainings or running events, each day it seems that you have a high spirit in you that you don't intentionally do it when you still not committed yourself to run.

it's like a before and after...

ever wonder why i always got a high spirit everyday?

Maybe it's part of me, you can always say that, but some point of it the energy came from the trainings i got when i was still in training.

Drink Milk, eat bananas, drink plenty of water...
You can drink energy drink, but it has calories.. :))

Take Care guys! ^__^

The Journal of an Injured person Part I

2010-08-07T11:42:00.000-07:00

What I can do today....

REST... according to the doctor...
REST so you will heal fast... Looks like you are stressed out and if you are so stress out you will feel greater pain compare if you are not. Next, you should take your medicine (which i dont... :)) i hate taking meds, id rather wait for my body to recover than depend on the medicine)

Study... because we have quiz on cisco 2....

we got 2 chapters in line

Rest.... because even though im at home resting, when i go up and eat then sit, OUCH!!!
Rest, when i sleep i cry for the pain to stop...

:((

My eximination for the XRAY gave us a good relief that there is no crack or malfunction, but the great idea here is that the skin that supports my tail bone doesnt hurt when pinch, push or touch...
it hurts when I move, bend and sit.
I sometimes get myself out balance and have my 2nd injury on the road by being unbalance out of my body.

well, this is what i am feeling right now...

and it is really painful...

i really am thankful that my friends are there to help me...

I love you guys!!!

I am thankful and happy that there still good citizens who cares for their countrymen... thank you all!!!

Thank you....

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A friend of mine told me that I can recover fast because i am still young,
but my friend told me that no more sports activity, i should stop and rest and do some things that interest me... i'd say, how bout a violin? (me in mind, yes i want it!!! I REALLY WANT TO LEARN!!!) then the chinese in me spoke (HELLOOOO are you rich??? can you buy it? :)) ofcourse not...)
then came to my mind and my dreams told me (HEY! you are saving for the DSLR right???)
then my conscience talked (OK, you should not think about it... you just go study.. :)) )

(boriiing... i like challenges hahaha.)
.... ok no more running... T___T

so it's a beautiful morning i guess...

GOODMORNING!!!

Let's eat breakfast...

(no food here, if you want to eat COOK!, so let's cook and eat then take a rest...)

(posted via facebook... on the same day)

Saturday, July 17, 2010 at 10:28am

(read for you to know the title)

2010-08-07T11:36:00.000-07:00

A Journey…

It’s been a day…
I can hear the rain pouring…
Rain drops are dripping and thunders are soaring…
I’m a little bit scared…
I know I’m strong and you know I can handle myself, but I’m scared…
Do you hear my whisper? I’ve been calling you… I’ve been calling your name…
Mesmerizing in my deepest hour, picturing you in my wildest imagination
I have been calling you… Can you hear me?
Look! I have a lot to tell you, please don’t leave
Wait! I just need to tell you something.... really Important!
WAIT! Can you wait for me…
I don’t want to look back and be sorry for everything…
But please wait for me…
Take me to your journey…
I need to tell you something…
Something…
Really important…
I…
Will..
…Miss you.
If I can’t be with you, hope you remember my smiles and remember where you left me…
I’ll be here…
Waiting…
Thank you for your time talking to me…
I really appreciate it even though it is just for a little time…
I will be here where you left me and found me
Someday, we will be seeing again…
In the place where we first met
When you look back, you will be able to see me
Just call me, I can hear you… I will listen…
Up to the very end where I cannot hear you anymore
Or you cannot feel the silent whispers anymore

Atleast I met someone like you, in this kind of lifetime
Feel free to comeback…

I wish you all the great opportunities in life
But when you feel sad, feel free to come back…
I won’t leave…
I’m just here…
Wherever you are going for an adventure, you will have a great future ahead,
Just don’t forget that you have a friend
Whom you have talked to when you feel like a broken

And remember that once in a lifetime you have been …

…Talking to a Tree

Amusement Park

2010-05-02T07:13:00.000-07:00

In an ordinary hot summer day, a man was walking, wondering what life is…
“Why am I here, what’s the reason for me being here...”
The question keeps repeating in his head, like a politician in a TV commercial trying to win votes...

Then his face began to sweat. He took a handkerchief and wiped his face...
after that, he saw an amusement park, and it seemed to be weird, because a few days ago
it wasn't even there... Out of curiosity he ran toward the main entrance, finding a way in.
He can see a lot of people around: Enjoying, walking, running, and maybe swimming. “I don’t know...” The man implied … “That’s what I’ve heard... I’m just writing about it.”

He became jealous, so he went to the ticket booth... He saw no one there.. "Now how can I get inside this wonderful place" he wondered. And when he almost gave up waiting, a small kid was eating ice cream beside him. It was a strawberry flavored ice cream. Then the kid asked the man, "why are you here outside the park?" Maybe the kid was wondering who this man is or why is the man wandering...

Wait let’s name the guy Tony, sounds weird calling him man after all this time… this is not a parable anyway, so Tony was wondering who is this kid, and he told the kid how he wants to get in the park, badly...
maybe he's just bored, sad or maybe he just wants to have fun...
after listening to Tony, the kid gave him a weird coin. the kid explained to him that this is a token for the park entrance and you just drop it in this slot.. blah blah so on and so forth...

Tony was excited. He asked the kid, “how can i repay you?” the kid answered "may twenty pesos ka ba dyan? pang Cornetto ko lang kuya." this is not a cornetto commercial...
so the tony gave the kid 20 pesos and ran off toward the main entrance. he tried to look back to thank the kid but the kid was gone.. oh well.. moving on..(oh by the way i don't know if the kid is a boy or girl. one thing I know is the kid is cute.. that's enough reason for me talk to them. :) )

So Tony got in the amusement park and he rode all the rides even the rides you think are for kids...
(Well the rules of the park is don't leave your kids unattended and don't scatter your trash and grown-ups and children can ride together...)

So Tony tried the ice cream.. the popcorn.. the pasta.. The sago’t gulaman.. The pizza.. and my Lapaz batchoy, and kinilaw, adobado "I add up the filipino foods" sorry.. as i was saying..
for one token, sulit diba? it’s not a credit card by the way.. :) it’s a token.. tookenn...

Then as the long day was ending, he felt tired and sleepy. Then Tony wanted to go home and rest.
As he outside to the exit, he saw an old man, in a white long-sleeves with a tie that has small ice-creams with different colors, and the old man ask Tony, "So how was your day? Did you enjoy the park?” Then Tony being friendly answered the old man how he felt, how much he enjoyed...

Tony asked the old man, “what about you sir, do you love the park?” The old man said, "I love to see people happy, even though deep inside their hearts are full of sadness and sorrow. I like to smile even if everyone is sad, even if I’m hurt, or angry, because I know life is fragile and short, and sometimes real life is no different from an amusement park, you get to meet different people, you get to taste different kinds of food. you may be afraid of other rides but some rides you enjoy very much. you get to see people with talents and sometimes you wonder if you can do that as well. It feels free to just do what you want, but sometimes you have to hold back, so that other people can enjoy as well. You see amazing things and sometimes you win something, and sometimes you lose, but once you get the hang of it you can move on. If someone goes before your line, you get angry, but if you see someone pretty you let them take your line, all the choices we make affects how our day will end."

And if you live long enough, you hallucinate more. Tony didn't get the old man's story (this old man is so emo), but honestly this old man looks familiar...
Tony said goodbye to the old man and thank him for the conversation. After Tony was about to leave, the old man said "So son have you found the true meaning of life?" Tony was shocked when he heard about this, and after turning around to the old man, he was gone, and so is the amusement park.

It was one hot afternoon and an ordinary day, and Tony was tired and sleepy...
Lesson: it’s quite simple, don’t accept tokens from kids with ice cream :) nahh
life for every person is unique, and special. if sometimes we don't understand its meaning, we can always ask someone old enough to explain it to us. in one simple prayer and a special book wherein we could always open up anytime. Life is like a token, when you were born it was given by someone else, and you should be happy about it, it doesn't belong to you, and so you should take good care of it. Enjoying free will and all the pleasures in life has a good side and bad side. like eating, if you eat too much, you will have stomach problems. And so, who is God? What is God? the boy and old man are just the same, like a man who loves ice cream, ever wonder where they come from? Or what made them? if you think deeply enough, you'll understand that God is everywhere.. Even in a hot ordinary morning in a walk searching for something…

By: Kenneth Doromal

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Editors:

Keohime and ZuPei

ECLIPSE

2010-04-27T20:16:00.000-07:00

In the distant melody

Stars are twinkling in a distant sky

Far across the deep sea

I see you and me

Tonight, I watch the beautiful sky

I saw a new beginning in every path the star chooses a mighty black hole

It can be a challenge in the night

But there are new beginnings with them

Tormented in the frozen past

Stranded in a broken promise

There is no tomorrow when twilight and dawn fit together

While the sun and moon can’t be seen as one

For darkness will arise and fall,

And birth and death will cease

Shattered with the broken dreams of past and present

Bloomed with memories

For all the trees speak for its freedom as it peak

While shadow is not with you whenever you need it

Frozen by a broken past,

Tormented by an ease of tomorrow

Mislead by new beginnings,

With love and care aside

Frozen by a shattered dreams,

Tormented by the light of fade

Conquering in the light of darkness

With dreams that once to be a dream

When there was me and you

I prolong to stay

If it is not possible to be with you,

I might as well leave and say goodbye…

…and say thank you for all the memories

Happiness from the Last Minute

2010-04-17T06:21:00.000-07:00

Happiness from the Last Minute

It is kind of sarcastic to think that some of the very happy things are those who are the state of the “Last Minute”, while people usually consider and partly doing their best of the best on the last minute…

Well on my case, I enjoyed every minute being with the person whom I love.

Happiness is really hard to explain, well base on my own experiences, it is being considered and most of the time hard to explain why we are happy because of the emotions we sometimes can’t understand for the fact that it is because we sometimes get happy out of surprises and stuff that we don’t consider as expectations.

Happiness is a very nice feeling and just one tip if you’re happy today:

1. 1. Make all possible things happen

2. 2.Don’t think of the time, enjoy all the things that are happening now, because life is short

3. 3. Some of the events like this are once in a blue moon, so make out of use some of the circumstances like this

4. 4.Embrace yourself, relax and enjoy

5. 5.And the last, LAUGH!!! It’s freeeee!~

So come on, BE HAPPY, SMILE or LAUGH until your stomach aches (it helps.. seriously.. especially it is really an antioxidant…. Errr.. seriously! =)) )

BE HAPPY

SMILE

LAUGH

Life is short!

Why settle for anything else if you have it right now…

Be happy even if it is the last minute…

Life is short, it may not come again so enjoy every moment being happy and being you!!!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR READING!!!

NOTE:

Why start later if you can do it now?! ^__^

Regards,

A Smile From a Shadow

2010-04-14T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hey…

Are you awake?

I’m sorry if it was so sudden…

You know what, I really enjoy your company… hehe, and it’s very hard for me to say and to tell you how much I appreciate you whenever we are together. You know the feeling of happiness whenever we are together and when you laugh, haha it feels like I am in a different place where I don’t have many problems. Hahaha. You know whenever we are together; I always feel the want in touching your hands together while we are walking. Well, it’s fine as long as we are together and you can’t blame me for hallucinating in the air while we are walking together. Thinking of touching your hands even though it is only the shadow. Well atleast my shadow gets to touch you, I am very contented with it.

You know…

You make my day alive whenever I see you, especially when you smile. You make My Day so bright that I can’t even see the darkness.

But, it’s not always like that right? Sometimes, you get so lonely that I wish I can make you smile. Sometimes I act like a fool so crazy just to make you laugh, but it didn’t work, and it got worst.

I am very lonely whenever I see sadness in your face… I want to touch you and hug you and tell you how much you mean to me…

You know what…

I am here, whenever you need someone to talk to, I will always be here to listen and be here for you no matter what it sacrifice it takes.

Even if I am not the person whom you like to talk to, I will be here for you.

I…

Appreciate everything you do for me and will always be contented even if it is the only thing or the limit you can do for me. I understand.

Love…

Is the feeling of strong positive emotion of regard and affection according to the dictionary. It may be one of the reason why I i'm always happy when you are with me.

Whenever you smile back at me or whenever I see you smile, it makes me feel worry-free even if it is just temporary. And, it may sound so selfish but I wish it can last for a lifetime.

You…

Are my reasons why my day is so bright and you are my reason to be alive and stay happy.

Are my reasons why I need to live in this world. But I am sorry if sometimes you get a little annoyed whenever you are with me and your day had gotten worst because of me, because of my childishness. I am sorry if I always or had become so depended. It may seem like you don’t know what I really feel. Whenever you feel like I’m dependent, well I am not. But I am just enjoying every seconds being with you, for it might not last long.

Are my only reason to smile whenever there is a greater pain in my heart from this cruel world. Seeing you is my strength and my vitamin. Thank you for everything…

~~~~~

I have a lot of things to say, but this is what I really want to tell you no matter how hard it is for me to say because some words just can’t really explain how much you mean to me in my life.

~~~~~

I love my every moment with you…

Hope you remember me and hope you feel the same even if it is just for friends…

Take care always…

~~~~~

Thank you for listening to me whenever I feel blue and red…

~~~~~

Sometimes it is like a dream for me to be with you and see you everyday…

Hehe but, I didn’t know you wouldn’t like it. I sometimes feel that maybe just maybe, I am a only a friend to you.

Hey, I’m sorry if I act crazy or like a clown just to make you smile… hehehe, cant you see I am childish whenever I am with you. But if not, I am very matured on how I deal with people.

Hehehe, seems like you don’t understand that I sometimes get childish whenever the person is close to me at heart and mind.

~~~~~

Thank your reading this, and hope you feel the same…

~~~~~

…. My Friend.

Love,

Atheia

My Schedule for April

2010-04-02T08:37:00.000-07:00

note: for all weekdays will be occupied for my practicum/OJT.

whew.. ^__^ I hope I find a OJT as soon as possible.

When I feel like dying

2010-03-24T03:24:00.001-07:00

When I feel like dying

There are many circumstances and measures in life that can be a reason for me to quit especially when there are things that you wish and what you wish you didn’t get. Many had happen in my life when there are some challenges at first I didn’t expect I will surpass it and pass the test that had given me. Sometimes, I would think about God and all about Him… and be the reason of asking “God? What are you thinking today?” and may find the best answer to just look over the bible and point it out of nowhere while I close my eyes.

There are many things in life that sometimes every single person in this world experience the things that needs to be done has been accomplish then later that person will ask “Is it over?”, “Am I ready to die?” , “Will I be dying now?” or “Will I still be here later?” then that person will think again and might say “some thoughts huh?!” and then that person will be very depress later…

Then I asked myself, “Do I have a problem?”… “Some thoughts huh?!”

Then I realize…”WAIT! My problem is that I don’t have a problem???”, “Come to think of it… it is a big problem?!”

Then, one day, a friend of mine told me sometimes it is best not to think, not to have something to do, not to have those problems, not to have so many things to do… not to have so many things to finish… Sometimes, a person needs to rest and find rest BIGTIME in the present world and not in the imaginary world called DAYDREAMING or the other side of the world called HEAVEN.

There’s no such thing as PEACE if you don’t find it yourself!

There’s no such thing as REST if you can’t do it yourself!

And there is no such thing as PROBLEM if you don’t MAKE THE PROBLEM OUT OF IT…

Sometimes in this kind of world, we humans must know how to deal with our present life, deal with the problems behind it and come to think of a solution… if there is no such thing as we called “Solution or Answer” then simply MARK X and DON’T ANSWER it because half on the go or by solving it without any solution you just wasted half a way of your time BIGTIME!

But…

Yes, you may learn something... BUT HELLO! You should have thought about it?!

In this kind of world, sometimes in this part of my life I think about my purpose and what should I do next… When I feel like dying… is just an empty crap of thing of a thought…

Mesmerizing in the deep shallow room with any discomfort of what’s going on and what is really happening in this world…

Sometimes, people can always ask right?

But… is there really a right answer in every question?

Or is there really a solution in every problem?

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The feeling of wanting to die… is so damn difficult to explain!!!

_____________________________________________________________________________________

Is this because I am tired of life and I am tired waiting for things or happenings that I realize it can never be given to me. Or it is just something that even time can’t choose me. For a person who is very ambitious with full of dreams rejection and failure is very hard to swallow compare to pride.

-Cassiopeia

March 24, 2010

University of Santo Tomas ... FINAL EXAM SCHEDULES.. Information Technology

2010-03-15T07:46:00.000-07:00

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FIRST YEAR

SECOND YEAR

THIRD YEAR

March Schedule

2010-03-15T06:52:00.000-07:00

sorry for the delay....

To My Beloved Gelatone ^_^

2010-03-11T05:46:00.000-08:00

Friends are your main source of joy whenever you feel alone

Gelato is a piece of sweet where you can smile after you eat it

When Friends and Gelato combined, you can find a miraculous feeling of joy . . .

Gelatone with my friends, my thesis mates and my brothers in school

Patrick- Hey Keo would you like to go Makati; we will have our OJT-hunt today with Mike.

Keo- I would like to go but I simply can’t go because I am really depress. And i don’t have that much money left,

I would have to use the money to pay for my tuition fee.

Patrick- It's alright, Mike can handle it.. Right Mike? errr.. Mike?? Mike??? OH NO HE RAN?!!!!

Keo-hahaha silly...ok ok fine fine i will go if and only if you and mike will approve my big favor.

Patrick- errr... ok??? What is it?

Keo- There are two place in Makati where I really wanted to go...

Patrick-where is that?

Keo-one is in 6750, in Microsoft and their balcony (4th floor) and at Greenbelt, Gelatone, my favorite ice cream restaurant... I miss the staffs there and their Gelato.

Patrick- alright got it.... and, you usually go in Gelato even if you came from UST right?

Keo- yes, i usually go there whenever i feel stressed and i would like to have a smile on my face. after all it is my favorite restaurant and i love Ice creams.

Patrick- alright, after we finish everything we will take you there, and for the money we will lend you and we might as well share the goodness of the famous Gelato you keep telling us about.

Keo-Thank you very much.... You don’t know how happy I am to hear that from you. :)

In our thesis group, we are a team, we usually say we are the three musketeers, the family that eats together stays together.. haha.. Remembering it makes me smile after all it is not permanent to be always have a happy day…

I'd like to feature our picture, taken at Gelatone, Greenbelt Makati City.

I would like to thank my friends/thesis mates for granting my one big favor in eating here in my favorite Gelato Restaurant, GELATONE! No words can ever express how I love the Gelato here especially the People and the Customers. ^_^ THANK YOU! :)

to my thesis mates, I LOVE YOU ALL! This makes my day a better happier day compare to my last visit here in Gelatone...
because i usually eat alone to cheer me up but it gotten me a greater smile when my friends grant my wish to eat here. thank you everyone!!!

"Friendship is the sweetest flavor of Gelato you can ever taste in your life..."

Gelatone has been a great part of my life….

Whenever I feel like thinking and or rather just be with myself, I usually go here at Gelatone…

The staffs where great, great services, great friends and great family!

I usually get the hang of talking to them especially when I am alone and kind of a bit lonely, they cheered me up and I feel like being home.

I usually remember whenever I am in the conference and it makes me a little sleep, I usually dream of going back to the same place where I have loved to eat Gelato here in the Philippines. Then later on, yuriikaa, GELATONE! XD

I am very happy whenever I go to Gelatone, everyone is friendly in Gelatone, especially the boss’ here, their great like THUMBS UP!!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR KEEPING ME WARM in GELATONE! MWAH!!!!

I will be visiting soon when I got a free time…

-Keohime

There's no word how we enjoy our Gelato with Gelatone...

Just by looking with the pictures, you'll see how happy we are, and Happiness cannot be measured with anything, you can always find it together with your friends and with your favorite Gelato. :)

Until our Next VISIT. See you guys soon! :)

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2010-03-10T05:40:00.000-08:00

My heart for you will never die…

Every time I wake up in the morning, I begin to think of you if you are alright there, in your comfy bed cuddling the stuff toy every morning that I gave you a few months ago. Oh how it really fills my heart to think of you smiling every morning! Yes, the very thought of you makes me want to love you so much that the winds just gracefully blows within our surroundings and embrace us with the warm touch of the sun. It is a simple yet everlasting feeling which bounds us together and never apart no matter how many miles away we may be.

Never will I forget the days when I gave my love to you. It emits a feeling that surpasses the ends of time and makes our hearts beat faster. The rhythm that comes with every beating of our hearts creates a harmonious tune that surrounds us both and keeps us bounded together. A melody is then created which bedazzles everyone that we pass by. Together, we walked through the highest mountains and the deepest seas. Crossed the dangerous valleys and the soft clouds for I promised to love you more than anyone else; until the ends of time. No. there will be no end for my love to you.

I will hug you tight. As tight as it seems but is as warm as a burned candle that brightens your heart. It will shine and brighten up further to the ends of your darkness and fill it with warmth. Its comfort will sweep all your sadness away and bring happiness to your world. I will give you my gift of sincerity, my love, my comfort, my loyalty, my all. It will never break no matter how difficult the road is. My heart will never pick anyone else except you. And if I ask the same question to my heart, it will just spell you name out loud for the world to hear how much I love you so.

Even at sleep, we will still be together for I will always be your guardian angel when you sleep. I will cuddle you tight, hug you lovingly until the bitter winds that surround us will disappear and will turn to the warm grace of my love. I will keep you close to my dreams and love you till the very end. I do not have control of my heart anymore….It is all yours.

You are my Life, My Love, and My Everything.

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-Computer Wiz Kid
copyright © 2010

ALAY

2010-02-28T17:55:00.001-08:00

You can call me “goro” in short, a graduate of San Beda College had finish taking the course of International Business and Entrepreneurial Management.

I am a type of person that would risk everything to get what he wants no matter how hard or difficult it may be. Cooking with different kinds of dishes would be my past time besides reading and analyzing business concepts. I have retired from sports because of unstable left knee but I use to play basketball, volleyball, badminton and even try American flag football.

When it comes to love life I haven’t found the right person yet or maybe the perfect person did come, but because of my immatureness and lack of logical thinking, the person left me.

It all started when I ask my classmate to give me someone to talk to so he did give me a girl from his list in his yahoo messenger. When I first saw her avatar, my world just stop from revolving it seems like I saw a goddess from heaven so I quickly add her and introduce myself.

At first she ignored me showing me that she’s not interested talking with me so I have no choice but to accept that.

Until one day she has given me her time and had a chance to chat me. That night, my feelings jump start and I was very happy. Then the communication was there then I proposed to her that I would court her, but the only mistake here was, I do still have a Filipina girlfriend, in short “nagtataksil ako” (I am cheating). For me I am willing to leave my girlfriend for her because I can feel that this new one is the right girl that I am looking for after a long time.

At first I didn’t tell her about that but she is very “matalas” (keen) on what she does. Because later I know she had checked my Friendster account and she found it out for herself so that that I have an existing girlfriend and that night I was explaining my side but I know that her trust gone down.

I’ve tried to win her heart and win her trust again and what I did was to maintain the communication everyday that I didn’t notice that I am already eating so much of her time. I was so “makitid” that I didn’t realized that I only think about myself it short “self centered”.

“Nagsisi ako ngayon” (I am ashamed) because through her I learn how to improve myself on how to improve my attitude and how to deal with people the proper way for that I want to say thank you very much for all the things you made me understand.

I just want you to know that you’re the happiest memories that happen in my life besides finishing my studies on time.

I hope that there would come a time that you could give me a chance again to prove that I am the right guy for you, but until then I am always here for you no matter what happen “lagi mo ko maaasahan” (you can always count on me) and “hindi ka na magdadalawang salita pag kaya ko” (I wont make any kind of second doubts and words as long as I can do it).

Through this I can pay back all the stupid things that I have brought you, my only wish is that you can give me a chance to know your little problem … I want you to share your pain.

My only prayer is that you can finish on time and also you can manage all the challenges that you would encounter as the time goes by.

Take Care, God Bless and Stay Beautiful

-GORO-
February 28, 2010
Posted on March 1.

When You are Worth Alive Part II

2010-02-25T06:08:00.000-08:00

A short story

It all starts when Cherry realize that she needs a father at the age of 4 in her nursery.

She always looks at other children who had their parents to pick them up.

And then, by looking intimately and closely she didn’t realize that she was being called…

“Ms. Cherry…”

“Ms. Cherry …”

“Miss!”

Then Cherry answered quickly upon noticing that she has been called “ Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t notice you . . . Jillian.” Then Jillian answered, “I’m sorry miss, but we are going home…” “oh alright… we’d better be going home”

By that time, Cherry is always mesmerizing on having a father…

“Jillian?” Cherry says. Then Jillian answered “Yes?”

Cherry answered with a hurry, “Do you know the feeling of, uhmm, like being a kid who had her horseback ride at her daddy’s shoulder?” then Jillian answered it quickly with a shock, “Yes, my father use to do that to me when I am little. Why’d you ask all of the sudden Miss?” then cherry replied “It just made me think of what it feels to be like the children I usually see when it is going home time.” Jillian answered “You miss your father huh?” then Cherry answered with a lonely tone “Yes, I never had something experience like that…”

At night…

“Jillian?” Cherry called, “Are you sleeping?”

Jillian answered “Just half a sleep, what it is Miss and you called up at this time?”

Cherry then answered, “Can I share you something if you don’t mind? It just concerns with the one we are talking about a while ago.”

Jillian, “hmm.. sure, I guess I have all the time to rest for tomorrow, after all it’s Saturday”

Cherry, “alright then”

It all started when my Mama, brothers and my sister told me a story about how great my father was even though he is up right there in heaven.

Did you know that, the reason why my father died is because he is trying to save our lives from the Muslims who invaded our home and took all the money we have when I was one year old… and the reason my father died is because he is trying his best to protect, save and defend what we have, our family. I never thought I was going to tell a story about this but, it is what I always wanted to share and I can’t hold on just by seeing those kids who is playing with their dad, with their whole family.

I feel incomplete… But hey, my mother, my brothers and my sister is trying their best to complete me and standing there to be the father I usually need for me to grow.

Years and years had passed…

And Cherry had successfully graduated High school.. but during graduation . . .

“Looking at the distant sky, feeling the cold wind upon the heights of the highest mountain…”

“Papa, I will always remember you. . . Here in me, with all my heart and soul… I will always Love you.”

I remembered…

Carlisle (big brother), Christly (Sister) and Christian (2nd brother) told me that when I was little, my father would buy me anything that is best for me like a toy or new dress or new stuff. It was like them saying that, hey Cherry your pretty lucky because Dad favors u so much.

Then my mother will say “Your Dad use to hold you so tight, and never let go. Whenever he is at work and he has his hands dirty, he usually uses his shirt to wipe all the dirt away for him to carry you”

Christian always telling me that whenever our dad saw him throwing me in the air, he usually get all the scold and my big brother usually gets the hard discipline by the stick made of wood for not taking care of me and not watching Christian throwing their little sister in the air. And then, our father grabs me and took me away from them… for keep sake and keeping me safe…

So that’s basically it, even though you aren’t with me today in my graduation at least Mama is here for me, with all my effort being paid with all the best award i could ever received in my life is the love of the people around me..

Especially God…

END.

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Cherry – Protagonist

Jillian – Maid

Papa you will always be here in my heart... forever...

When You Are Worth Alive

2010-02-13T23:35:00.001-08:00

When You Are Worth Alive

Sometimes in my life I wonder how life will be if I’m dead.

Sometimes I don’t know if people realize my worth or something… sometimes it is really hard for me than just dream along and be in that dream…

When you are worth alive….

Sometimes in my life, I wonder how life would be if there’s no such thing as my life.

Sometimes I wonder why me, why me… I am already sick of my life for all the problems I encounter.

But still… when I am worth alive …

Now I understand that I need live… for some reasons I still need to finish what I have started.

Knowing is Half the Battle – G.I Joe

I need to live for my friends and family who is always there to support.

TO live for they believe that there’s failure doesn’t count. There always a next time whenever a person fails.

TO LIVE, for GOD always believes that you can always do it in your own perspective ways.

Now... let me tell you a story about my experience today…

There is an activity or a talk that I am so much prepared for.

An activity which I could see the performance of my friends.

A project or an activity to uplift the name of our organization, even if it’s the last thing I can do at the end of my term as an officer in the organization.

An activity I chose to do because I want to do it.

An activity I believe that will be successful for the students and people who builds the organization.

And this project is the last project I handled for the end of the academic year…

It’s kinda sad at first, well we are expecting 200 of people to join us, an Engineer, IT, CS or IS or everyone in the university, but it made me think and realize that it was all a test given by God.

I learned what friendship really means, I learned how to be a captain on my ship, and be at my best stable from start to finish.

It didn’t become successful, but, my friends are all here to support.

You will know who is true to you once you are in a very difficult situation.

No words can ever explain how thankful I am that God has given me friends that will never leave you alone especially when trials come on by for a visit

Lord, I now understand why you destroyed my first plan for the seminar on November 2009, for the IT WEEK… You are testing my Faith… YOU ARE TESTING ME. You are testing my whole being on how I handle problems and how I act on my problems whenever situation arises.

Lord, I Thank You for all the things you have done for me. Many of my close friends told me that I have improve a lot compare to my last semester in the university. Hehe, I didn’t notice it after they have told me. And make me believe and understand to the point realizing that, it was GOD’s doing. You made me sharp, You made me think wise, You made me and complete me with my whole being.

Lord, no words can really express how happy I am for my friends…

When we are at the alarm state, they always there to ask what to do next, and being the project manager of the event, it is really hard to decide … I don’t know why, but God, You are with me… THANK YOU… I atleast made the right decision even if it hurts for me to cancel it.

Imagine, 2months of reserving the exact venue, 1month of preparing for the papers, 3weeks of passing, talking to the heads of the university and waiting is really a very hard thing to deal with. Especially when most of the times I didn’t eat just to finish all the things…

After we cancelled the said event, hehe, believe it or not I am really trying to be at myself.. be at the CAROL state, my mind just turned blank.. But God is really here. HE made all the work after I pray and He manage to talk to the hearts of the people around me…

Those people are my friends, my Family, and those who love me dearly and I love them back too.

THOSE FRIENDS were the friends I treated as one of my family members.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

You don’t know how much I appreciated the time you guys have given to me.

YOU HAD GIVEN ME THE BEST GIFT I COULD EVER RECEIVED! THANK YOU!!!

I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!! THANK YOU GOD! J

WE DID OUR BEST. J WE DID OUR VERY BEST!

Thank you for all those who supported me and my SITE family..THANK YOU VERY MUCH! J

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i thought of doing a blog with the same title last month, but I cant finish the blog... hehe. i dont know why.. maybe i just needed time, the perfect time for me to finish this. :)

Wrote it on February 14, 2010.. experience this on february 13,2010. :)
-CAROL ONG

YOU

2010-02-08T05:48:00.000-08:00

When there are times when you feel you’re alone

When there are times when you feel your reason to stay

When there you are roaming along the side of the river

Thinking if there is such thing as we called end

There are a lot of things that needs to be done

There is a lot of reason for it to be done

Yet we find ourselves not finishing the task

For some reason, we find ourselves thinking

Thinking…

Not thinking about what the next plan for the work

But thinking about something that bugs us within the day

For one reason, we must keep going

Why?

Why? Is that a question? Ok... it is…

We must keep going because there are a lot of things that we can use of the time we use in just thinking

Thinking…

May not be the best solution.. but it helps…

One of the reasons why we think long is because what we feel inside

Some of the reason why we think long it’s because of trauma, fear or judgment

But listen to this my friend, you may find yourself thinking outside outer space

But believe me you’ll just end up wasting your time thinking and thinking over and over again…

Thinking can be a good plan at first, but thinking for too long isn’t good anymore

Thinking may be good, but think fast… what matters most is what we do in action not just by dreaming out as if there is no tomorrow or like having the problem like there is no tomorrow

There is… God made “tomorrow” so that if we lose today, we can have a chance to prove ourselves tomorrow and fight once again

But, please consider that expecting there is goodness in tomorrow isn’t the right way to deal in what you are thinking today…

Why?

Yes, you got it right... You thought it right.

See the bigger picture now? What matters most is what you did best, what YOU DID, what you have put action to it, what you consider it done and the like.

What matters most is that you are being you…

What matters most is that you are true to your heart, true to yourself and you are true to Him.

What matters most is what you did best…

What matters most is what you and your soul are happy about

What matters most is what you believe…

Believe what you can do.

Believe that you can do it

Believe that, in every problem there’s an equal solution and answer

Else, void and don’t answer

Simple?

Then, How can you put yourself in that kind of situation?

If it’s not

Who says life is easy or simple?

You just have to be your best… after all no one comes out of this world… alive.

Be your best, be yourself, and be true to yourself

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Note: written on February 8, 2010

I dont know why i have to write this thing...

like, i dont know...

PS it's not a poem... well rather i dont know...

i just feel writing it that way... i dont know...

and, i dont know if it's beautiful or such... i just really dont know.

-CAROLYN ONG

FEBRUARY

2010-02-01T05:08:00.000-08:00

It Starts With a Question

2010-01-22T05:34:00.000-08:00

Passion

It was so sudden, that a person asked me, what is your passion?

It made me a pause for a minute or two, and thinks about what I will answer to the question.

My passion….

After listening to the question asked, it gave me reminisce to my past when I am still a child and when I am still dreaming for the impossible to happen.

My passion…

It came to the fact that I remember again the reason why I am living in this world.

Sure is, I am never good at something but it is always good to start at something.

I live in this world for a purpose, my purpose is to be one of my fellowmen, my purpose is to be like my Brother Jesus Christ. Be like my Brother, My Father, and my Best friend, and together spread the good news in this world why we are still alive… Because God gave his only begotten Son for us to be save. It is really hard for Him to sacrifice his own Son, as a girl and as a woman I can feel the sacrifices for the world, the hardships, the trials and the challenges… it was really hard… it’s painful… But God gave his Son for us because He loves us and Jesus Christ gave His life as a sacrifice for us to live and be forgiven.

I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. If you know me, you will know my Father also. (John 14:6-7)

I live in this world because of LOVE. I am continuing my life, my journey and my challenge in this world because of the people around me, my family, my friends and those who loved me dearly.

My passion…

My Passion is to serve others before me. My passion is to share the goodness of my traits that God had given me, my talents, my family, my friends and those who loved me dearly. My passion is to serve God before others. My passion is the colors of this world, the goodness, the graces, and the love of this world a person can't imagine.

If you look at the bright side of my message here in my passions, you’ll see time and love.

“The greatest gift a person can give to someone is the person’s time. Time is your most precious gift because you only have a set of amount of it.”(Warren, R., The Purpose Driven® Life)

My passion is what I did before myself…

I can paint, I can sing, I can do everything, I can do anything, I can be anything…

But am I true to myself?

Do I have a purpose?

I paint because I wanted to; I paint because I love to paint. I paint because I got my inspirations, my family, my friends and those who loved me dearly. I don’t know how to thank them, but one thing is for sure, no words can express how much I appreciate their kindness and goodness they have shown to me.

THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

Thank you for everything, for being there to support me and for not leaving me behind when the entire world bounce back at me when I needed plea.

I am never good at something… but hey, my friends and family and those who loved me dearly never leave me alone…but it’s always good to start at something.

THANK YOU

Sometimes, I get really depressed… I always got failing grades, because I am never good at school, never good at exams and never been good in reading… sometimes I compare myself to the people around me, that they’re always good, their great, their successful… but… it really gives me a hard time to deal with myself… Why? Why am I like this? Isn’t there something I’m good at? I put my best effort in all my work and my doings, but isn’t it good enough? Or my best isn’t really good enough?

It given me sadness to think about all this things, why am I like this. Yes, it’s always a start that you aren’t good at something, but still, as a person I can never forsake that I am really not good.

I really envy people at times, because they have found their place. I think I’m lost . . .

Sometimes, I go spend time with myself, wander around, think and think and look at how beautiful the earth is for me to be at ease and continue my journey, but it still give me a reason to think what will happen to me afterwards.

I am not afraid to die; it’s just that I am afraid to lose the people I love.

It may be rude to say all of this that at first it is positive now I’m beginning to be negative. I guess I am just human, who also dreamt of this world to be a better place to live in. not just money and stuff…

Hey, I also wanted to be successful, I got plenty of dreams, but sometimes I really imagine what would I become afterwards… yes and yes don’t expect too much, expecting too much can be a disappointment but you can never blame me for thinking like this, I am human too.

I am a sinner…

I am really afraid on what will happen in the future but I will always be ready to fight…Because I believe that God is here to fight in every battle we have in life, because that’s His purpose; for us to be prepared to the next stage of our life, Heaven…

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Do your best! Be your best as you can be. You might not be the best as everybody does, but for you and for Him you are the best because it is worth trying than nothing.

You may never be good at something but it is always good to start at something.

Be yourself… it doesn’t matter what others think about you, what they feel about you… what matters is that you are you, you are true to yourself and you are true to Him.

Are you true to yourself?

Everything happens for a reason…

What is your passion?

What is your purpose in life?

-Carolyn Ong

Makati in a Different Perspective - Serenity

2010-01-18T03:00:00.001-08:00

TURTLE by the Pond! ^^

Schedule for the month of January with the preliminary exam schedule

2010-01-15T01:14:00.001-08:00

My First Acrylic Painting

2010-01-13T01:37:00.000-08:00

This is my first Acrylic painting...

Insights? hmmm.. to all my viewers, you'll be the judge. ^^

There's a subject there, so it would be easy for you guys to understand the painting...

Questions to ponder:

Who is she?

Is that a flower?

why is the painting a mess?

What does the painting portray?

Is she sleeping? or is she dead?

What is the significance of the painting?

where is she?

Is she lost?

What can you feel about the painting?

(ask yourself... )

why is everything a mess?! =))

I painted this painting Last year. 2008-2009 i think :)

I cant remember the exact date.

hehe. Thanks for viewing.. sorry if I cant explain much..

and, I believe you'll do the honors in explaining it, rather than me talking..

or let's put it this way, let the painting talk and do the talking... BOOOO! XD hahaha not a ghost silly... Maybe a reflection and insights on how you feel about the painting. after all you are the audience, my viewer, and the critic. :)

so go on! ^^ THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

-Carol

From an Unknown Soldier in Okinawa

2010-01-12T06:26:00.000-08:00

TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.

I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.

NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.

WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.

FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.

THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.

THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.

WAS THIS THE HERO
OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
THE FLOOR FOR A BED?

I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.

SOON ROUND THE WORLD,
THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,
AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATE
A BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY.

THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM
EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR,
BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS,
LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE.

I COULDN'T HELP WONDER
HOW MANY LAY ALONE,
ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE
IN A LAND FAR FROM HOME.

THE VERY THOUGHT
BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE,
I DROPPED TO MY KNEES
AND STARTED TO CRY.

THE SOLDIER AWAKENED
AND I HEARD A ROUGH VOICE,
"SANTA DON'T CRY,
THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE;

I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM,
I DON'T ASK FOR MORE,
MY LIFE IS MY GOD,
MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS."

THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER
AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP,
I COULDN'T CONTROL IT,
I CONTINUED TO WEEP.

I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS,
SO SILENT AND STILL
AND WE BOTH SHIVERED
FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL.

I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE
ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT,
THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR
SO WILLING TO FIGHT.

THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER,
WITH A VOICE SOFT AND PURE,
WHISPERED, "CARRY ON SANTA,
IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE."

ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH,
AND I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT.
"MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND,
AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT."

Calendar of Activities: JANUARY

2009-12-29T05:20:00.001-08:00

This Calendar is tentative and will be edited in the future....

^^ For appointments please comment below. please be guided that u need to check my class schedule before making an appointment. Thank you.

The niece, the nephew and the poor auntie part II

2009-12-24T21:46:00.000-08:00

HELP AGAIN!!!!.......

updated dates for Thesis and SAD

2009-12-19T18:32:00.001-08:00

THESIS: DEC. 21,22,27,28
JAN. 2

the rest, open for SAD. THANKS.....

I fell in love with a pair of shoes.

2009-12-13T02:26:00.000-08:00

FOOT FETISH or SHOE FETISH?

that is the question...

So here, I saw a shoe awhile ago and it's so pretty and when i tried it, like woah, i just cant help it seeing my feet wear it. i even strut the whole store with this baby. I just love shoes. :)

this is the only pretty shoes that matches my feet and that is available in that store according to my own opinion only! haha.

some shoes that are pretty doesn't match my feet, T_T it's too big. the shoes is too big. T_T

Oh well, you may find to look the picture attached in this blog. Hope you like the shoes featured here in my blog. because, I LOVE IT! :)

If you like or dislike the shoes or my feet, please do comment haha. Thanks...

Advance Merry Christmas!

-Carol

SCHEDULE FOR THE MONTH OF DECEMBER

2009-12-08T19:46:00.000-08:00

The Impossible WISH

2009-11-26T06:52:00.000-08:00

I remembered this today, while I was editting the CSS of my page.

There was a thing I remembered and I was looking for it like 5-6 years.

If only someone could find it for me, and then I would be very happy and be able to thank that person so much.

Guys, Help me. XD haha. if you know a MUSIC BOX that has a tune like this ( http://www.imeem.com/people/Afz95Q/music/Eiwfn0sA/music-box-canon-in-d/ ) please dont hesitate to tell me. THANK YOU.

This is what i'm looking for like most of the years of my life.

If someone will have the guts to give this Music Box to me, i promise to treasure it. :)

The Music is Very Beautiful.. try clicking the link above and try to listen to it. I'm sure you'll like it as I love the music itself. ^^

-Carol

revise schedule :)

2009-11-26T06:33:00.001-08:00

some unusual wish list for xmas....

2009-11-24T04:19:00.001-08:00

why so unusual? well, it is simple, this is my wish lish for myself and this is the first time I would give myself a present...

I never wish to put something like a "WISH" in Christmas but, this is a great opportunity to share what a "CAROL" wants for XMAS XD...

some where just material things that i wish for this year.

I will have to try my best to attain in getting this things. XD hahaha

Before the year ends, Even though i didnt get a chance to buy this things atleast it made me happy by seeing it in a year, or just plain dreaming on having it during the year 2009. =))

so here it goes...

Golla Bag Backpack Bag - color pink or white backpack. (if you're in the Philippines you can buy these things in powermac. BUT warning, it is expensive whew.)
(picture shown above. T_T omg another inspiration hahaha!)

A loose powder from mac, or a cream.|| Mineral loose/pressed Powder (Mac, Shiseido) and Mineral Blush On. or what they call Shiseido 'The Makeup' Translucent Loose Powder. So that i wont look pale and wont have to drink those ginseng soups when i gone sick haha.

IPOD Nano 5th Gen. (the IPOD with a cam and an FM whew so cute. 16gb)/ IPOD TOUCH.
why? haha. because my ipod is broken. and it's kinda old. XD haha. love music so much. Why nano? because it has a built in FM radio... I love to listen to FM radios especially when I get bored with the songs attached to my "IPOD" XD haha.)

External Hard-Disk Drive (EHDD) , 320gb is ok .. why? lol i can use it in my studies and what if my PC got bugged and what you call that GONE DEAD??? =)) then EHDD to the rescue. got a lot of files especially music to put into the External Hard Disk Drive. well it helps for College students like me. haha.... if you are a tech peep, then dont ask why we need this kind of equipment in our daily lives. and YES, BECAUSE WE DO NEED IT! hahaha! with a capital letters of the word WE NEED IT!

and yes,

SHOES! haha as seen in previous blogs. hahaha... lol..

i'm weird.. and I KNOW. hahaha. just laugh and feel the world full of laughter whew. THANK YOU!

and last....

ALL I NEED FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU!

^_^

Advance Merry Christmas...

hahaha.. it doesnt end my blog here,

so here,

if i got the money for Christmas, I will go and buy some foods at the supermarket ( and I mean a lot) for the kids at the oprhanage or in the charity. Oh gee.. i miss them already.

I miss visiting them. whew...

T_T oh well... atleast whenever I go, They will always be in my heart. and I cant wait to go back and visit them once more.

I will be a kid again, it feels like you are one of them when you get the chance to play with them. whew..

next time i will take a picture of them. :) so that You guys could see the joys in their faces when there is Visitors.

Come one, GIVE LOVE ON CHRISTMAS DAY!!! :)

LOVE and LAUGH. :) and enjoy every single thing with your love ones. :)

and Have that sweet little HUG from the one you love. YEEEEKEEEE!~ XD

hahaha ...

TAKE CARE GUYS!!!

see you in my next blog. THANK YOU!

Advance Merry Christmas!

-CAROL

Inspiration 2

2009-11-23T07:25:00.001-08:00

w/c is better, open or close shoes? XD hahaha... whew...

i need to decide.. XD

or else i buy both whew.. T_T SHOOOOES> T_T

Inspiration

2009-11-23T06:55:00.000-08:00

my xmas wishlist.. AKA INSPIRATION! whew i just love shoes.

Schedule 1

2009-11-20T04:34:00.001-08:00

SCARLET Certificate for Speaker/Poster, Engineering and Management Altogether

2009-11-20T04:16:00.001-08:00

corrections Venue has change. change to TanYanKee AVR... THANK YOU!

coming soon....

2009-11-08T07:09:00.000-08:00

schedule for november and december

and, more screenshots..

I will try to continue my short story about "Shadows of The Night" Featuring Granado Espada's Characters and RNPC. Thank you guys for supporting my blog!!

-Carol

Unibersidad Sa Tubig part II in FACEBOOK

2009-09-28T01:17:00.000-07:00

(to have a better reading in the blog please clcik the link below thanks...)

Unibersidad Sa Tubig part IIPart 2 na kung part 2...Wala man masyadong Picture, pero nasa isipan, puso at experience ito.ano ba ang mga naranasan namin sa Unibersidad Sa Tubig na ito at naway hinding hindi ito makakalimutan...unang una, first time namin mag over night sa aming paaralan hindi dahil sa may thesis, project o anu man kundi dahil nga sa Unibersidad Sa Tubig o UST... at tsaka, matutulog sa Paaralan? puwede ba yun? hahaha! puwede basta may baha at nhindi ka makauwi dahil wala nang sasakyan na masasakyan...10am... ndismiss ang klase...at nasuspended narin...sobra akong nanghinyang dahil nsayang ang pagod ng aking teammates (3ITA) sa aming ippresent na seminar na kasama narin sa aming team ang 3ISB...Bakit nakakahinayang? kasi pinaghandaan namin ito, ngunit subalit datapwat hindi narin namin mababago ang mga nangyari kundi tanggapin ang katotohanan...saakin, ang magagawa ko nalang siguro is tatagan ko ang sarili ko.Sir Lintag: Carol, anu problema mo? mukhang iiyak ka na ah...Carol: hehe, ok lang un sir (naka ngiti pa ako nito pero sa loob sobrang sakit), ok lang ako sir, gagwan ko nlng ng paraan .... andito na eh, wala na ako magagwa . ang magagwa ko nalang is, kung papapaano ko hharapin ito. masakit man sa masakit, pero kelangan ko itong harapin...Sir Lintag: hehe oo tama ka, tara dito sa office, umiyak ka hanggang gusto mo.Carol: ok lng ako sir, hindi ako iiyak. Ayaw ko ipakita sa mga kagrupo ko na mahina ang tinuriing nilang leader. Ipapakita ko na kaya ko, para isipin din nila na kaya nila. at sabay sabay namin tong haharapin.at mga 10:30 na, at nakasama ko ang mga co-SITE officers ko,nagkwentuhan kmi to the max.. haha... hnggng sa ako ay ginutom at magpasayang umuwi na...10:45 pmnta ako sa rice in a box pra bmili ng x2 na rice in a box, XD been and mushroom rbx...at dali dali kong inubos yung isa at pumunta sa espanya gate, ngunit ako ay talagang nababasa na...suot suot ko ang aking waer resistant jacket, pero ako ay nabasa parin. kea nagmadali akong pumunta sa eng'g ... wala na rin kasi masakyan.. at ang nakakainis hindi ko naisip na pumunta sa LACSON!>.<11:00 am... aun... so andun na ako sa IT faculty with 3/4 of the site officers...si Dan Go nasa may eng'g gate with his driver... XDayon, so, ang nangyari pina-open line ko ung broadband ko etc... kwentuhan..so hnggng hapon, dahandahan umaakyat yung tubigat dahan dahan rin nwawala ung ilaw....at hnggng sa maging brownout at automatic generator kagad ung nagooperate...the next thing we check is that, umabot na pla ng hagdan sa labas ng engineering building ung tubig...at nagmkukhang island na ung engineering at di na ako mkauwi.. 12:00 nn yan..at tumawag narin ako sa aking mom, to let her know i'm safe di ako makakauwi ng maaga kasi mlakas ulan at nahihirapan akong umuwi kasi baha at malakas nga talga ulan... and she said, ok sige, ingat ka.magingat ka lalo na at baha... and kumain daw ako.. and i felt relieve na nakausap ko mama ko...so hanggang 5pm lahat kmi ay gumagawa ng paraan para makauwi at natatakot at the same time kasi dinahandahan ba nmin kami sa ilaw at sa koryente... later we know wala na power mga aircon, naka series kasi ung power sa aircon, kea isang tanggal lang un. or. hindi nakasama sa generator ung lie for aircon except sa 5th floor...ang maganda dito ay, yung iba namin friends/classmates ay nakakausap namin via text messaging (globe/smart/sun THANK YOU!) and dala ko rin broadband ko kaya ako nakakainternet... Just like us in engineering, hindi lang kmi ang stranded, meron pa in different colleges, meron pa nga sa Tan Tan kee Building at library eh.next, sa tulong ng laptop ni Martin Laureta na may plan vs zombie ayon sure ball hindi kami nabagot.. and ang gagaling ni Brian Arriola at Daryl Sapugay magaro ng Plan VS Zombie...2nd time ko makakita ng software na yun, kasi 1st time ko sa friend ko dun sa confe ng MISA...So, mga bandang 5pm-6pm tinext ko ung dalwa kong kuya, nag-Gm nrin ako na we are fine and, mukhang dito na ata kmi sa UST magpapalipas ng gabi.mga 5pm nabalitaan na may food, pero, di rpin dumarating hnggng 6pm.6pm sabi raw nasiraan sa daan ung maghahatid ng pagkain.sobrang alala ung mga kaptid ko saakin. and masyado ako natouch and i feel like crying but still ayaw ko parin.mga 7, tumwag ulit kuya ko, and he insist na sunduin ako ispite of the harsh wheather, and nasabi ko nalng tlga? thank you... and, sabi ni Dan Go na nsa IT facuty narin, na, magdala ng anything na 4x4 truck, pick up or nything above the line.kasi nkita rin nmin na lumubog ung kotse sa UST (bandang 4pm),...sobra akong naawa sa car, sayang kasi, especiallly yung katabi nea na CRV... :((*sniff*oh well. conitnue, mga 8:00 kmi nkakakain, at nsa 5th floor kmi, pinayagan narin ako ng kuya ko na magovernight dahil nakausap nea ang isa sa mga prof ko na nstranded na si Ma'am Crudo..8:00 nagddistribute ung mga volunteer ng food and water...ang pinaka nakakatouch is ay yung mga professors ko sa ICS department, sa lahat lahat ng problema, gumgwa sila ng praan. they just dont look unto the problem, pero, they find ways to solve the problem at yun ang pinaka natututnan ko chaka WORK AS A TEAM at WALANG IWANAN...lahat ay nagppray, habang kmi ay naghhintay ng balita...lahat ay natutulungan.... Si Ma'am Cosme together with Ma'am Afurong di kami pinabayaan. And sa Leadership ni Ma'am Cosme, na khit kanin at toyo lang yung food na maiiooffer nila samin still they do it for US.hanggng sa kinaumagahan ay ganun ganun ang nayayari at syempre tulog na ang mga tao...at nasa isang room kmi, IT FACULTY room, kmi mga officer...nkikipag keep in touch din saamin ang aming president sa SITE na si Ate lei.nung madaling araw, pilit ako tinatwagan ng mom ko.. haha.. di makatulog mama ko sa kakaalala at wla kasi makulit na katabi mom ko nun..hehe, baha nrin daw sa 1st floor namin na hindi pa nababaha EVER since na inayos ung road namin.So, ayon sila Sir lintag and sir Dota ay umuwi nung bandang hapon ng 26, pero, eto ah nakakabilib at sobra akong na-touch at hindi lang siguro ako pati mga clasmates ko at co-officer, BUMALIK SILA SIR LINTAG AT SIR DOTA nung umaga mga 7am, na may dala dalang 2fulll boxes of PANDESAL.sobrang nakaktouch... biruin mo, nkauwi na sila BINALIKAN parin kmi..THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!sa mga stories na ito, sa mga nastranded katulod namin, may mga baon kmi na istorya na maiishare namin, pero ang pinaka mababaon namin is yung experience at kung papano namin ito hinarap...Nagpapasalamat ako sa aming Professor na hindi kami pinabayaan at plaging andyan para alagaan kami hindi lang sa academics akundi sa totoong buhay lalo na sa mga sakuna na ganito, Si assistant Dean! haha ang alarm clock namin every now and then pra sa mga sinusundo ng mga parents sa engineering, sa mga friends ko na walang sawa na andyan pra kmustahin ako at nagbabalita at tinwagan ang mga officals pra bgyan kmi nagng saklolo, sa mga SITE Officers EB and CH...., sa mga GUARDS and Janitors nagpapasalamat ako dahil kaht madaling araw na hindi nyo parin kami pinabayaan at hindi kayo natutlog..(papano ko nalaman? gising ako buong madaling araw eh... 1hr lng tulog ko... at pinagmamasdan ko kayo! XD wahahaha!), sa engineering building at sa ibng building, dahil sa mga oras na yun TANGING UST lng sa paligid na yun ang may koreyente at WIFI! XD salamat UST! kso, naiinis ako dahil mablis mahain espanya XD...at kay GOD, maraming salamat dahil hindi Niyo po kami pinabayaan...TRULY, this is a wonderful experiene...mas nakilala ko at mas nkilala nmin ang isa't isa...parang nagteambuilding lang kami hahah.. wit the rain.. survivor PHILIPPINES ang maitatwag mo dito na walang daya, walang camera, at mas lalo na hindi scripted...nagpapasalamat ako sa LAHAT! DAHIL HINDI KAYO SUMUKO!at nananili kayong buhay para sa mga minamahal niyo...^^nagpapasalamt din ako sa aking laptop, kung wala xa, wla akong post. XDat di ako makakapagchat at di ko malalaman case ng iba friends ko sa DLSU, Ateneo, sa Ibang colleges sa UST, at sa mga friends ko na nsa ibang lugar na pareho ang nararanasan gaya ng saamin...over allMARAMING SALAMAT!!!!MARAMING SALAMAT AT BINASA NYO ITO!!!!sa mga nkasama ko at kasabay ko lumaban sa mga pangayayring ito, HINDING HINDI KO KAYO MAKAKALIMUTAN!nasa puso, isipan at experience ito... wala sa picture o video... it's how YOU yourself survive with those people around you... it's how you deal with te problems, it's how you make it, it's ahow you LEARN from it and It's how you fight WITH GOD .-CAROLYN ONG (ang kwento ko sa September 26 at 27 para sa tao sa buong PILIPINAS) Lagi tatandaan, nararanasan man natin ito at mahirap man, meron at meron parin mas nakakaranasan ng ganito at kasabay natin na nagdurusa at nwalalan mismo ng minmahal dahil sa sakuna na ito.. later we know that many have died in this kind of incident.We SHOULD PRAY AND PRAY, because ONLY GOD can HELP US ALONG THE WAY...

WIndows 7 UST Campus Launch Programme

2009-09-24T20:10:00.000-07:00

Windows 7 UST LAUNCH

2009-09-24T04:19:00.000-07:00

LINUX SEMINAR UPDATE...

2009-09-13T08:05:00.001-07:00

Hindi na po tuloy ung Seminar, tutal wlang nagpa-confirm...

un lng po...

-Carol

Registered For LINUX SEMINAR

2009-09-03T08:08:00.000-07:00

September 7, 2009
(MORNING)
Firstname Last

1 Vinni Joy Virgines
2 Sikoursky Tenebro
3 Rizza Marie Rocello
4 Mike Lawrence Paredes
5 Michael Edward Cabading
6 Michael Ruta
7 Kyrsten Collen M. Matining
8 Kevinson Sia
9 Justine Marie Concepcion
10 Joaymah Soberano
11 Jeremiah Serrano
12 Glen Cubinar
13 Geofrey Lopez
14 Donna Cruzde Vera Lourdes
15 Daryl Sapugay
16 Dancel Estrella
17 Claudine Geronimo
18 Jeromenei Ciprianio
19Carolyn Ong
20 Anthony James Conde
21 Andrei Vidallo
22 Abbygale Ciocon
23 Richard Ramos
24 Brian Arriola
25 Patricia Anjelika Relente
26 Jude Marvin Lim
27 and 28. Thirdy and Friend
29. Eric Jansen Kaw
30. Paolo Tamina

(AFTERNOON)
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September 14, 2009
(MORNING)
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(AFTERNOON)

1 Rafael Angelo Dimaano
2 Michael Del Rosario
3 Ma. Riza Requinala
4 Luke Oliver Menor
5 Julieta Verzo
6 Gerald Paul Grutas
7 Anna Kathrina Gutierrez
8 Angelo Gonzalez

If you can't see your name, register now... Scroll down below this post. Thank you!

You will always be in my heart...

2009-08-31T02:44:00.001-07:00

I will miss you...

You dont know how Happy I am that somone like you guys made me happy....

I will surely miss you guys, and you will always remain in my heart.
God will never leave you guys in heaven! I will miss you guys!

-Carol

Carol's Sched for the month of September

2009-08-30T08:23:00.000-07:00

UST_IT_TRAINING/SEMINAR

2009-08-27T03:44:00.000-07:00

For more Info kindly contact me...

for registration
please fill the form bellow thanks!

Max is 80. per date.
Morning and afternoon batch...

I will pst the list on August 30, 2009 (for the seminar on sept 7, 2009)

thanks

-Carol

LIMITED SLOTS AVAILABLE... maximum of 40 audiences/attendee per batch...

http://keohime.wufoo.com/reports/seminar/

(for availability)

Fill out my form!

Unibersidad Sa Tubig (UST)

2009-08-21T19:16:00.000-07:00

Unibersidad Sa Tubig o UST ang katagang ginamit ng isang estudyante ng University of Santo Tomas - IT na si Catherine Rose Alexandria Santos na naggaling sa 1ITA.

Sa mga larawan sa gilid ay isang konontribyusyon ng isang estudyante sa IT at civil law ng Unibersidad ng Santo Tomas...

Ang mga larawan ay mga kuha nila
Daryl Rasco (1ITA) at Jessie Acena Jr. (civil law)
Syempre, hindi ko man malalaman na may ganitong mga kuha o mga larawan kung hindi kasali ang mga kontribyutors...

Kung hindi sa tulong nila Brian Magracia (1ITD) at ni Rio Marie Carillo (1ITA). Kung hindi dahil sakanila hindi ko malalaman kung ano ang kondisyon ng aming mahal na Paaralan.

Sa mga Larawan na inyong nakikita, sa unang tingin, maari nang sabihin na 75% sa mundo na ito ay puro tubig.
At totoo yan.
Sa mga panahon ng mga ulan, baha at iba pang mga sakuna, sino ang mga nanganganib? Hindi tayo sa "city" kundi ang mga nsa "province".

Ang ganitong sakuna ay sobrang biglaan.
Kaninang madaling araw, ako ay nagising, nangangamba kung ano na ang nangyayari sa Pinas (short term for Philippines). Nagising ako kaninang madaling araw, 3am, nang biglang kumidlat ng paulit ulit at hanggang sa maririnig mo nalang na ang mismong hangin na may nais sabihin.
Nakakahiya man sabihin ngunit ako ay natatakot, habang dahandahan nagagalit ang kalangitan, ako ay nangangamba at nagmumunimuni hanggang sa makatulog.

Gusto man pakinggan ng malapitan, ngunit subalit datapwa't ako ay pinigilan ng aking mama.

"Shobe matulog ka na" ang eksaktong sinabi ng mama ko... at sabi ko naman ay "Ok, wait lang..." at kasunod nun nasabi ko nalang bigla "anu na ba ang nangyayari?" at nasabi nalang bigla ng aking mama na, "May mangyari man sa pinas, mas kawawa parin ang taiwan...". Ako ay napahinto at nung ako ay mahiga biglaan nalang din ako nakatulog. Habang ako ay gising pa, pinagmasdan ko ng mabuti ang ulan, baha, at ung hangin. Hindi parin ako makapaniwala na ung dating sakuna "Milenyo" na mauulit muli...
Pero wag naman sana... Ako ay nananalig...

Wag parin natin kakalimutan na ligtas man tayo dito, sila hindi.. Kaya tayo ay palaging magdasal at Magpasalamat sa ating Mahal Na Ama.
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Madali man tignan ang mga larawan, pero hindi kayang tumbasan ng mga larawan ang mga dinaranas ng mga kumukha nito...

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Mukha man mababaw sa sasakyan na BUS, pero hindi...

Baha man kung baha, sa ilalim ng tubig, hindi natin alam kung ano meron doon... Panganib ba o kaligtasan ang madadama at mararanasan pag ika'y lumusong at harapin ang baha?

Kuwento saamin ni Sir Ramiscal sa kanyang tinuturo na Social Teachings of The Church, hindi mo alam kung ikaw ay ligtas sa baha, tumawid ka, at lusubin ang baha ng buong tapang malalaman mo ba kung may "man-hole" diyan? Hindi diba?
Para saan ba ang "man-hole" na ito sa tuwing may baha? Ang man-hole ay kadalasan binubuksan upang mabilis na bumaba ang tubig baha...

Turo saamin ni Sir Ramiscal na marami ang namamatay, lalo na ang bata tuwing baha... Bakit? pag sila ay tumatawid, hindi natin alam kung alam ba nila na meron butas ang kanal... Hanggang sa malalaman nalang natin lahat na, may nangyari nanaman na hindi kaayam ayam

Tricycle... Water level? Waist Line base above head of a 6-8 yrs old kid.

The UST Field...

Main Building, photo taken near UST Hospital

Asturias cor. Dapitan

Right side, Roque Ruano Building (Engineering Building)

Look at the Pavilion

Left Side Roque Ruano Building (Engineering Building)

Look at the Pavilion

Overpass, in front of UST (Espanya)

Espanya

Look at the waterlevel

Albertus Magnus Building

(Educ./CTHM/HRM/EHS)

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I would like to thank everyone, for giving me the stregth to make this blog.

I would like to thank my contributors Rio Marie Carillo (1ITA) and Brian Magracia (1ITD) for the stories and the experiences they shared to me.

I would also like to thank their classmates, for contributing parts of the stories...

but i would like them to comment here and tell the world their stories and experiences today.

I would like to thank the photographers, for taking all of the pictures above, and for the effort for taking these pictures via Mobile Phone. Jessie (civil law; a friend of Brian Magracia)and Daryl(1ITA)

The pictures cannot replace what a person experience and what the person feel. But a picture can tell a thousand words, on what happen during that day.

Thank you very much!

Hope you learned something!

Because I did learned something new...

For those who experience something new or rather, same stories like this, you can post your comments below. Thank you!

^_^ Take Care everyone!

-Carolyn Ong

2009

Scarlet Engineering General Assembly

2009-08-20T07:18:00.000-07:00

The niece, the nephew and the poor auntie.. T_T

2009-08-02T06:13:00.000-07:00

with mama....

HEEEEEEEEEELP!...

i've been cursed!!!

Scarlet Sample BG for Sport

2009-07-25T20:06:00.001-07:00

THIS IS ONLY THE BACKGROUND...

I havent done the content, prior to the president's approval...

-Carol

the SITE Photoshoot...

2009-07-15T04:22:00.000-07:00

UST-SITE
2009-2010
SITE Officers/ComHeads
(EB && CH)
(executive board and Com.Heads)

^_^

for those who want a copy, you can copy paste it unto ur desktop... ^^

-Carol-

SAMPLE_SEATPLAN_70% finish....

2009-06-24T22:26:00.000-07:00

comments and suggestions?

PUT YOUR COMMENTS HERE!!!

^_^

-Carol
丁丽双

CS101 Reservations for SEATS! (ps hndi toh cinema! XD)

2009-06-23T20:15:00.000-07:00

Instructions:

Please, PM me your coordinates:
TEXT ME!!!!

Please PM me ur coords, first and last name... Thanks!

THIS IS A RACE FOR BEST TIME!!!!

reservatons:
Type your coordinate then name...
reservations are valid only for a day (12hrs)...
as long as there is sunlight or the day isnt over yet, then, ur reservations are valid...
One reservation at a time please.... (whew... T_T)

PS no one will comment the coordinates here... if you like this idea, you can comment and site your "COMMENTS and SUGGESTIONS" hahahaha... Ok ok, never mind the suggestions...

Just some insights i guess... ^^

THANKS

PS first come first serve....

I did this because we didn't get a chance to meet at school, because of the aheenee virus! XD

TAKE CARE and GodBless!!!

Colorful Galaxy

2009-06-20T21:11:00.000-07:00

1024 x 768 pixels

Is it Dangerous or Pretty?

^_^

why?

feel free to express your thoughts!
Everyone has different views and opinions...

Feel Free to explore.... my Universe...

-Carol-

Blood of A Rose

2009-06-20T20:32:00.001-07:00

Pininyahang Manok (Pineapple Chicken) Recipe

2009-06-20T20:26:00.000-07:00

Pininyahang Manok (Pineapple Chicken) Recipe

Ingredients

1 whole chicken, cut into serving pieces

1 can pineapple chunks, set aside the syrup

1 Tbsp oil

3 cloves garlic, minced

1 medium-sized onions, chopped

1/2 cup evaporated milk or coconut milk

patis (fish sauce), to taste

Directions

Marinade the chicken with the pineapple syrup for a few minutes.

Pour the chicken with the marinade in a pot, cook until the marinade evaporates and the chicken is lightly brown. (You’re not exactly frying the chicken–you just want to seal in the juices.)

When done, set aside the chicken on one side of the pot.

Add the oil, saute garlic and onions then mix together with the lightly browned chicken and cook for about a minute.

Add the pineapple chunks then pour the evaporated milk. Cover and bring to a simmer. (If you are using coconut milk, do not cover, otherwise it will curdle).

By the time the chicken is done, the sauce would be rather thick and creamy, stir then season with patis.

Simmer again for 2 minutes then turn-off the heat.

Best serve with steamed rice.

-CAROL-

Galaxy Masterpiece

2009-06-11T01:26:00.000-07:00

The Picture will tell you it's flow...

^^ I love to see nature flows...

Like it? u can download it here... Thanks...

this pixel size is 1440x900...

What do you feel?

Feel free to comment...

to my viewers, i am very sorry if I cant explain the art I am making....

Because, for me art is a masterpiece, and it's masterpiece came from those person who feel it... then that's the real fact about masterpieces.
The feeling of love, you see in art... and those surrounds you...

if you look at the wallpaper closely, you'll see a shower... ^^ feel free to explore and discover the abstract and the beauty behind my imaginary Galaxy!

-KeoHime

Tha GELanyard

2009-06-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

To The Public

The GE "home made design" Lanyard is not finish yet! That's why i am not yet prepared to print the lanyard i just made...

^^ hehe... well, after all i didn't even say that it is finish! hehe!

Please, stay tune for more updates thank you
THANKS!

-Keo-hime

Carolyn's Granado Espada Personalized Lanyard

2009-05-27T23:22:00.000-07:00

My personalized Granado Espada Lanyard...
I made this because I am a fan of Granado Espada.
I made this Lanyard for the love of the game.
I want to express my love through the design not just by telling you all about it.

The Picture and the design can tell you all my hard work.

You will be the judge and you will also be the one to criticize my work.
You'll be the person to understand the meaning of my art.

I made this Lanyard for me to be with My favorite game everyday, without playing it on hand.
It made me cry seeing that I cannot Play GE for a year, and maybe 2years because I need to finish my studies in college.

I hope each and everyone of my viewers could understand the purpose why I made this.
This is not only for me, but, for all the GE lovers...

I haven't plan on printing this, but It will soon be printed.

I'd like to thank all my friends who helped me finish this, who helped me criticize the art, and the needs of changing the design by the users.

I thank you all from the bottom of my heart, and for reading this article. Thank you so much!

in the lanyard please look closely in the LOGO! hahaha!

thanks

-Carolyn Ong-
*LiShuang Family*

GE is truly is a big part of my life, without GE i wouldn't met YOU!

-Carolyn Ong-
*LiShuang Family*

Publish Post

(麗雙家庭)

Shadows of The Night: Part III

2009-04-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

The Other way around…

Cerrine: Is this the spell?

Claude: Yes m’lady…

Cerrine: Can this kill her?

Claude: Yes, after an hour with the spell… it will turn her into dust.

Cerrine: Oh! Really?! Hahaha! Goodbye Kairene, aya, rather, goodbye Cerrine… and hello new Kairene… hahaha!

Cerrine: Better go there quick before things screw up!

Cerrine: Ok... here is the spot… oh... There she is…

Kairene: Hey Sister... kyaaaaa!~

Carol: we must protect the princess!!!! Aaaaaaaaaargh!
Dawn: Urghh… The late queens asked me to protect the princess… and the king… urghh… The spell… gotta… reverse… it… this is the dust spell…. Urrghhh… Whatever happens, you must live princess… until my very last breath… for queen Casseopeia… until… my... Very… last…. Breath…NOOOOO! Prin…cess…

Cerrine: Hmmm… this maid sure is hard to kill… she is tougher than I thought…

Sleep tight my sister… or should I say… goodbye! Hahaha!!!

Cerrine: I promise, I would be happier without you… I deserve everything more than you do… Ms. Little-Spoiled-Brat!

Kairene: (Mumbling)Sis..ter... (..............)

Cerrine: Claude! Baudes! We better hurry and get back to the castle…

Claude and Baudes: Yes your highness!

*at the castle*

Cerrine: hmm…Please check any kind of tracks that yields them... make sure they become ashes….if you needed to check the whole kingdom then do so… Understood?

Claude and Baudes: YES!!!

Cerrine: And by the way, please make it to the point that, you are the only two will search for them… including that maid and that guard. You are dismissed!

Claude: Brother, we had looked everywhere…

Baudes: NOT YET! We must still search! Remember we are doing this because we owe our lives to the princess!

Claude: …………………….

(After 1week of searching and searching on the whole continent)

Claude and Baudes: Claude and Baudes here reporting your highness!

Cerrine: hmmm?! Oh… your back… what is it? What have you found? ANY CLUE?!

Baudes: My Lady, as you expected they are gone. They’re … Dead… No clues no footprints… You did a very good job malady! Your plan had succeeded!

Cerrine: really?! Hahaha! Of course It will become successful… How long I waited this! Hahaha! And… as expected for father, he won’t find me, but instead he will find Kairene! Hahahaha!!!

*to be continued*